one extraordinary me

2009-06-12T03:55:00.000-07:00

It's already past 3am and im still up!! hahahaha watching boys over flowers from mysoju site.. addicted much? haha

2009-04-10T01:50:00.000-07:00

im starting to hate that person again.. how can someone be so negativeee... argh.. i wasn't forcing you to go with "IT" and it wasn't even something that i would think of doing for Christ sake... as a matter of fact, i totally forgot about it na the moment i went back to.. helllooo.. i didn't know that it would be such a big deal for you.. siguro kaya ko lang nasabi ung mga un is because we haven't seen each other for the longest time & almost everyone naman siguro would be so excited to see an old friend... i didn't know na seseryosohin mo naman lahat nung sinasabi ko.. if you don't want to go for IT then don't, it's your choice naman eh.. wala namang maaapektuhan sa decision mo kundi ikaw.. at ikaw lang.. haha my gosh,napaka liit na bagay pinapalaki na naman.. di pa rin nagbabago.. i was really taken aback by the things that you've said.. funny how you could ever think that way..hello! life is so greaaatt! if you dont want to pursue something then dont.. period.. hindi ung magiisip ka pa ng negative about other people when actually those people never had any intentions of leading your life in the wrong direction... and doesn't EVEN care about you at all... tsk.. kakainis pag sobrang linis ng intentions mo pos biglang pagiisipan ka na selfish ka blah blah.. and one more thing.. i love what im doing.. im happy with IT..MAY LICENSE na ko sa profession ko pero eventhough hindi ko pa napapractice ung profession na yun, i could proudly say that what im doing right now is one of the best *** ever!<--that i could truly defend.. and please.. don't you ever think so highly about yourself.. kaya walang ****** sayo eh..

inlove

2008-12-14T23:09:00.000-08:00

I hope you don’t mind…..

If I put down in words….

HOW WONDERFUL LIFE IS
cause you’re in this world

happy 9 months!!!

sleeping

2008-07-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

busy and happy...=)

bubbly

2008-01-26T18:32:00.000-08:00

"Bubbly"

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"]
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

holidays

2007-12-30T16:28:00.000-08:00

Happy holidays people!!!! love love =)

2007-10-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

"Don't hold too long to what's never meant to be, sometimes we need to set things free before it hurts us badly."

"Love is a choice, and so is moving on...." I've made a number of choices in my life, most of them wrong, serving only to teach me important things the hard way. But I was never wrong in choosing to just leave the past behind and go on with the present, because that's how I learned that the ultimate solve for soothing any kind of pain is simply to not care any longer...

"There will come a point in your life when you'll get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything. It's not giving up,it's just a realization that you don't need all those you went after, because what you need are those who stood by you even if you never needed them."

"How will you know that your love has faded? It's when you see each other.. and everything's quite normal. nothing special.... No racing of heartbeat. No blushing of cheeks. No twinkling eyes. No tensed movements. Just contentment that you're thru with the person..."

dennis

2007-10-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

happy birthday best!!! i love you soooo much!! hmm,kahit hindi ko pa nami-meet si reena in person, feeling ko love na love ka talaga niya.. yiiiiiie! haha be happy! *hugs & kisses*

Anyways, just got home, parang napakadami kong na-feel na emotions today, lahat lahat na ata na-feel ko na..haha Like the emotions of sorrow, hate, reverence, joy, love, at kung ano ano pa,basta dami ko na-feel haha. Nung morning sa PICC, NAINITAN ako papunta, then sobrang NILAMIG naman sa loob, sobrang NATUWA dahil nakapasa ko sa exam ng kaplan & I got a free book(my gulay! kala ko nakalimutan ko na talaga lahat ng napag aralan ko), napa-THANK GOD dahil I was able to submit my papers sa healthway and no need na to go to makati, NAKAHINGA NG MALUWAG dahil hindi pumiyok si Kyla sa fight ni Pacquiao, mejo NA DISAPPOINT kase panalo na naman sha mejo nakakasawa na eh, NANGARAG sa pagmamadali sa pagkain sa jabi harbour square kase may magbibirthday haha, hindi makahinga dahil sa KABA hanggang makarating ng heritage hotel, ANTOK na antok sa byahe, NABITIN dahil hindi natapos ang fight ni pacquiao, NAPANGITAN sa mirror ng smf haha, NAPAGOD sa walkathon papuntang bloomfields, NAHIYA sa mga bwisitang lalake ni master haha, NAPAGOD ULIT dahil umikot papuntang kabilang gate(ang kaisa isang house na napuntahan ko na may dalawang gate na malaki sa likod at harap,ai actually parehong harap yun eh,haha basta), NANGHINA dahil same spot ulit hindi nag-upgrade haha, NAINIP kakaantay kay master, NAGULUHAN dahil merong unusual na kinikilos ang iba yiiiiiiiie, at ng dumating na ang mga bagay bagay that we were waiting for...the rest, I can say, is history.... haha sakin na lang yun.. ai samen pala.. haha ai wait,pahabol ng dalawa pa,SOBRANG NAGULAT pala ako sa reaction ng isang babae.. whoah! umulit pa sha, and NAINIS din kasi merong mga KJ.. haha huppee huppee =)

trinoma

2007-10-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

first stop makati.chika chika.was even told by someone na kamukha ko daw karylle(na naman! it will never be a compliment for me because of the fact na i hate her kase inagaw niya si dong kay toni).next stop trinoma.open na pala landmark dun,yey!.buffet dinner.yummmmm.the best.enjoy rin pala kasama ang mga not too young,not too old.last minute sa Zara.got home at around 10pm.sleepy na.too bad hindi ako makakapunta sa isang napakahalagang secret event on saturday,tsk.babawi ako.hay,antok na talaga.*yawns*.goodnight people!celebrate life!

2007-09-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

hirap magisip ng iisipin. =P

sked

2007-09-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

Sept 16 - Bloomfields.Dencio's place.With rea,vern,mau,kat,reiza,plus 'apo' friends of dencio.Gran ma.San mig.Liempo.Chicken.Tilapia.Pic galore.Laughtrip."homecare" HAHA =D

Sept 18 - Greenhills.CSMC.new friends.Promenade.Pureza.Gateway. effin tired...zzzzzz

Be happy! =)

love

2007-09-11T01:44:00.000-07:00

Love.... love... Love.... =D

current LSS:

Love Has Come My Way

The sun is down it's a gloomy day
My hair is ugly and it looks like hay
I feel so lousy, I could fade away
But its ok
Because Love has come my way

My pretty dress won't fit to my dismay
And all I wanna do is sing and play
I'm super lazy, need some brewed Caffee.
But It's ok
Because love has come my way

Chorus:
Love, love has come my way
Everything is gonna be ok
And it will always be a happy day
Because love has come my way

All my fears and troubles fly away
When I think this love is here to stay
And you may say this is just an cliche, sure it's ok
Because love has come my way
(Repeat Chorus)

I just know we'll never go astray
I'm sure until the day our hair turns gray
Life will be as pretty as a bouquet
That's the love true love that came
my way

Coda:
Love, love has come my way
Everything is gonna be ok
And it will always be a happy day
Because love has come my way

lablab =)

"Keep praying, but be thankful that God's answers are wiser than your prayers!"

lword

2007-09-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

L Word cast answers short questions.. =D Got my 2pcs of "2SMRT4U" rings from US yesterday! yey! Gave one to my sister dear.. haha love it! =)

sulit

2007-09-03T22:01:00.000-07:00

"there's no sweeter torture than making someone believe that you don't love them when you actually do....

and pretending that you love someone when you actually dont."

Oh yes. Im bored.

I soooo love the color yellow. =)

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Beautiful Filipina

yey! Tuturuan ako ni cuzzy mag-play ng guitar.. Haha Sayang rin naman kase ang gitara ko,bulok na bulok na dito sa bahay. I want to sing a particular song for someone,and play the guitar as well. haha Sana lang makisama ang gitara ni cuzzy,parang ayaw saken eh.. haha Kaya ko yun.. aja! aja! haha

Sana masaya na lang lahat ng tao.Sana walang problema lahat ng tao.Para everybody happy.Sana wala ng nagaaway.Sana lahat marunong makipagusap ng maayos.Sana lahat marunong maghandle ng problema.Sana lahat palaging naka-smile.Sana wala ng nakasimangot.Sana lahat marunong mag-forgive.Sana lahat funny kasama.Sana lahat hindi marunong sumigaw para walang nagsisigawan.Sana lahat open minded.Sana lahat ng tao pinanganak ng may isang automatic na partner na makakasama nila forever para happy ending lahat ng lovelife. haha Sana lahat ng tao humble.Sana lahat ng tao beautiful para wala ng mga naiingit at naninira.Sana lahat ng tao totoo sa sarili at sa ibang tao.Sana lahat ng tao mamatay when they reach the age of 100 para fair sa lahat.Sana wala ng voodoo para walang sakit sa ulo.(ano daw?) Sana lahat ng tao mayaman para walang mga krimen at patayan.Sana dumami pa ang mga bading sa mundo kase love ko sila.Sana mabuhay lahat ng namatay tulad ni rico yan,fpj at nida blanca na iniyakan ko talaga kahet hindi ko naman kakilala.Sana lahat ng babae hindi na nagkaka-mens para walang hassle every month.Sana wala ng corrupt officials.Sana maging libre na lang ang pagbyahe papuntang ibang bansa(lol).Sana wala ng bagyo.Sana....Sana....Sana... sana NATULOG NA LANG ako para hindi ako nagpopost ng mga nonsense na bagay.. HAHAHA pagod lang toh.. my gosh..

Sweet dreams!
lablab =)

hous

2007-08-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

"Which one would you want, a doctor who holds your hand while you're dying or a doctor who ignores you when you're getting better? of course it sucks when your doctor ignores you while you die."

- Dr. Gregory House, House MD

Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls - J. Campbell

Ang gulo ko lately,may times na ang saya-saya ko... Then may times na ewan. haha labo.. Parang ung feeling na kahit steady lang mood ko may kulang pa ren.. hindi ko sure,basta may kulang.. Pero as much as possible hindi ko na ineentertain ung ganung feeling.. Mas ok naman na magfocus sa mga things na makakapagpasaya sayo diba..Like I always say, there's no point in being negative about everything in life ayt?. .Dapat laging optimistic.. :D

I'm not a tease. I'm just a reminder of what you can't have.

batangas

2007-08-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha Just woke up..10pm na shet..Bumangon lang sana ko just to eat dinner pero nag-online na rin,5 days na ko di nagoonline eh..haha argh,na-stiff neck ata ko.. nangawit sa kotse ni ann.. haha Sarap kase ng tulog eh.. lol Anyway,roadtrip and inuman with glai,nic,keni,lindz and ann sa batangas(again!).. Met up with glai,keni and ann at DAHSC.. Nauna kame ni nic, yey!hindi kame na-late! haha accomplishment? NOT. haha Mejo matagal din kameng nag-antay for others to show up.. Pero oks lang,kakasawa na ren magpa-antay ng tao,ok na ung paminsan minsan kame naman ang mag-antay..(feeling!) haha Nic&i were supposed to go to keni's house,para samahan shang sunduin si glai.. Pero present kase si tto,tta and kuya sa haus niya kaya NO na lang.. haha Nakakatakot kase iba pinaalam ni keni,baka tanungin pa kame mali mali pa masagot namen.. haha So yun,finally keni&glai showed up.. Waited na lang for ann na napaka-drawing haha lasheng na sha nun dumating.. Hindi ako takot na magdrive sha kahet mejo lasing kase sanay na sha, and sanay na rin ako haha Wag lang kameng matutulog para gising kameng mamamatay hahaha bad joke! Sinundo namen nindy sa dorm nya.. In fairness ang aga namen dumating sa batangas,12am ata andun na kame,before kase lagi naliligaw si ann(talo pa sha ni maniya pagdating sa directions haha) kaya inaabot kame ng almost 5 hours sa byahe.. haha Katakot lang last night kase kala namen na-engkanto na kame,haha Meron kase kameng nadaanan na super habang road na parehong pareho lang ung mga puno chuva,lagi pa namen nakikita ung pico de loro signboard na yun haha Babaliktarin na sana namen damit namen eh.. haha So yun,kahapon ambilis ng byahe,kahet dami namen stop over.. After 2hours,finally we arrived at the place,occupied the same kubo.. Paluto muna ng food,we all rested for a while..Then kumain na,pos inuman na.. haha Hindi namen naubos ung gran ma,naka 2 bottles lang kame, pero ung coke simot na simot haha Ayun,inom. fun. inom. fun.ann and lindz were both so hyper! fun. fun. fun. seashore.inom. uwak. picture. laughtrip. jokes. ngongo trip. fun! Pagbalik namen sa kubo namen(yuck inangkin?haha), naglaro pa kame ni glai&lindz ng tong its and 123 pass,lagi akong talo KASE,honestly,secret lang ah,hindi ko na mabasa ng maayos ung mga cards HAHA Promise naduduling na ko nung time na yun.. and worst,ung talo,shot ulet.. Pero h2o lang.. HAHA Naubos namen ung water kaya kinabukasan,tubig dagat na lang ininom namen.. jowk! haha We called it a night at 5AM...Siksikan kameng lahat sa iisang bed..Woke up at around 9 am..Breakfast.ligo(ann&lavs lng).chikahan.picture.fun.Then around 11am,umalis na kame..Puro stop over sa tagaytay,pag my magandang view,picture picture..4pm na kame nakarating ng DA kase hinilo na naman kame ni ann,kung san san kame dinaan.haha Ai,panalo pala ung game namen nila knet,ann&lindz sa car,haha ung puro questions na kailangan ang sagot question din,talo sila ann&lindz..Naka 2 consequences sila,first was kailangan naka-bra lang sila for 1 minute,haha nagddrive pa si ann ah..Si lindz asa front seat din..haha Then 2nd consequence,nagkiss sila sa lips for 1min den ata.. haha brokeback? ahaha Ayun..sayang lj wala ka,pero we understand naman..And si bjoun naman mejo may drama sa buhay,self pity mode, pero naiintindihan namen,ouch lang kase parang hindi true friend tingin mo samen,pero oks lang,maaayos din lahat..Sama na kayo next time..happiness with you guys is too big for words alone.. Sana lang next time complete attendance na ang bjouns..If my memory serves me right,last night was my 4th or 5th time na sa batangas kasama sila ann,pero never pa nacomplete ang bjouns..Sana makumpleto na tayo,kahet hindi sa batangas,hotel na lang ulit.. orayt?? Osha,hafta go,need to catch up on some Zzzzz's,haven't gotten enough sleep yet,kahit kagigising ko lang..haha sweet dreams people!

I,woman

2007-08-22T23:38:00.000-07:00

I,woman

The weaker sex, they call me, but I disagree. My strength is beyond what muscles could conjure, because it lies not in my vessel but in the spirit that it carries. I may be delicate and fragile that you feel compelled to protect me, but I am strong because I am flexible. I can bend with the wind and it cannot break me.

I will cry when I am lonely or hurt, and you may find that pathetic, but I am not ashamed. My emotions may be clearer to see, but it is only because I am true to myself and that is where my strength comes from.

I am a woman and I am a person. I can think and feel like anyone else. I am no less than a man and no more than a man, because He is not the measure of me. And yet, I know that in a world where He does not exist, so will I cease to be a Woman. For what purpose would the rooster’s existence be, if there were no hens to be roosters about? In a world where there are no hens, he would just be a chicken. I am a woman because you are a man. We define each other like night and day and we hold hands at twilight.

I am a woman and my value is not in my virginity. For what is virginity but a hymen unbroken, superficial like the face? It does not necessarily equate to love. When it is broken by whatever circumstance, it does not mean I am less the woman I was. I deserve to be loved with or without it, because I am a woman and I am more than my hymen. The fact that there is Woman means that the Maker destined her to be penetrated, fated the hymen to be broken. Artfully, cunningly, lovingly she was designed for that purpose, so that Love becomes the wonderful adventure that it is. But remember that is not her only purpose. So when in time from lover’s nest I wake and find that barrier breached, take no pride in your conquest for I am not the spoils of war. Though you have broken what you thought was my gate, you have not broken me.

I am indecisive, they say; that I cannot make up my mind. Perhaps this is so. But remember that I look at the world in a different way. I see the things you may choose to ignore. I can help you see beyond black and white. If you let me. They also insist I am weak, a Maria Clara who faints at the sight of blood. But remember that I bleed with every cycle of the moon. I bleed when my flower opens to bring life to the world. I bleed the first time I make love. In fact, experts would say I have a higher threshold for pain. So you see, I am much stronger than people think.

True, I am not perfect. Sometimes you may find me infuriatingly complicated. At other times I am plain and simple. Sometimes I can be the most alluring creature you have ever beheld and then suddenly you wonder where that creature went. But I will not apologize for my imperfections, only for my faults.

I do not believe in Adam and Eve. I believe in their symbolism of you and me, but not in them. I do not believe that I am your downfall. I do not believe that I am the reason for your failure. I do not believe I was created simply to test your faith. Although I could be a temptress if I see it to my advantage, just like you could be a snake if you choose to be. We are human beings and we are complicated that way. Can you imagine what it must have been like for the First Man when he laid eyes on the First Woman for the very first time?

Most of the time, you may not understand me. It is perhaps my nature not to be understood by you at least. You may find yourself constantly wondering what makes me smile. What makes me cry? Where could you touch me to make me tremble? What must you do to hear me laugh? You may even find yourself simply savoring the act of watching me sleep, and then wonder how I manage to captivate you despite doing nothing at all. For that I have even been called a witch in the history books. In fact, up to this day, people could only give labels to things they cannot understand. You will want to study me, search my eyes for answers you know you may never find. All the great artists did not become so without first exploring my nakedness and transforming me into their own idea of what I should be. Mona Lisa with her cunning smile. Aphrodite emerging from her shell. I am your muse. But no matter how you try, you may never capture the true essence of me because I am deeper than the ocean. To be honest, I myself have not fully explored my own depths.

But not to worry, I think that we will never forever be each other’s mystery. If you prove yourself worthy, you are more than welcome to discover me. Consider it an invitation.

Lastly, if you have any complaints about the woman that I am, please address it to my Manufacturer and I am sure that the genderless being of my Maker will tell you that I was made to be exactly as I am.

-GT

stalker

2007-08-14T02:35:00.000-07:00

whoooooooooot??? stalker?!! who?? HAHAHAHA mygollywow!

Anyhoo.

It felt so good but you know it's not right.

Wele leng. =D

sick

2007-08-01T01:29:00.000-07:00

I'm sick... huhu..bad virus!!! argh.. :(

bday q

2007-07-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

im now twenTEEN two.. wiiiiiiiiie!! =)

super happy!!!

Enough of the thank you's na,kase for the past three weeks puro thank you na lang sinasabi ko.. haha basta for the people who made me feel really really special, on the day, day after, and days(even months) before my BIRTHDAY, i love you all!! just can't thank you enough.. heaven talaga yung feeling knowing that a LOT of people actually appreciates my existence..grabe,kakagulat,didn't expect it talaga(ang alin?hmm..saka na ung kwento).. hirap magkwento eh.. next time na lang, pag hindi na abot tenga ngiti ko.. haha at sa mga hindi naman nakaalala,ehem ehem, LJ??? hahaha ok lang, alam ko namang may nakahanda kang gift jan eh.. HAHA

*Cry when you're hurt. Love if you're inlove. Celebrate life.*

you can't hurry love

2007-07-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

Artist: Phil Collins
Album: Hello, I Must Be Going
Title: You Can't Hurry Love

I need love, love
ooh, ease my mind
And I need to find time
someone to call mine;

My mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes

How many heartaches must I stand
Before I find the love to let me live again
Right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on
when I feel my strength, ooh, it's almost gone

I remember mama said
You can't hurry love
No you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How much more must I take
Before loneliness
Will cause my heart, heart to break?

No, I cant bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
Well these precious words keep me hanging on

I remember mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
Well, it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes, now break!

Now love, love don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
hold me tight
I keep waiting
Ooh, till that day
But it ain't easy (Love don't come easy)
No, you know it ain't easy

My mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take... =)

dogs

2007-07-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hahaha share ko lang,ang funny kase eh..and for your daily dose of laughter as well.. :p
From my sisses in girltalk

Topic: Funniest thing na ginawa ng pets nyo

~Yung askal ko natutulog sa bed ng sis ko. One time katabi ko siya, natutuwa ako kasi ningingitian niya ako, may smile siya kakaiba e. Maya-maya, ayun, narinig ko nalang,inututan pala ako!Warning smile pala niya yun.

~yung baby tzu ko si pv, ay dyosko nakakatawa sya pag pasok na pagpasok namin sa kwarto.mega takbo sya sa life size mirror ko.sabay kukunin slippers ko at iingitin ang sarili nya sa harap ng salamin.heheh. kagat kagat ang slippers ko. kala nya may isa pang asong tulad nya sa harap nya.

~When our pekingese was alive and she had no one to play catch with, she would go to the stairs, push her ball down the stairs to the basement and "catch" it downstairs. Then she would go back up and do the same thing over and over again. Hihi

~yung pit ko naman sanay sya every morning na inilalakad ko sa park.basta ang aga nun magising excited na maglakad.one time hindi ako nagising ng maaga sabi ng mama ko nagwawala daw sa pinto yung aso ko kinakatok nya yung pinto ko.as in tinatalon nya yung doorknob.actually naririnig ko yun kaya lang antok na antok talaga ko kaya di ko pinansin.yun nakatulog na lang sya ulit sa pinto

~share ko lang yung napanood ko sa TV (KBS World)..ang cute nitong dog nagprapray bago kumain as in nakataas yung 2 front paws niya,hindi siya kakain kahit anong gutom niya and anong tempt sa kanya until he heard the word "amen" so cute tlga,maltese ata yung dog

~yung dalmatian ko funny talaga sya kasi pag kumakain ako sa table andyan sya palagi sa tabi ko then tinitignan ako habang kumakain...di naman sya nagbeg ng food pero yung tipo na tinitignan talaga ako...One time din nag pretend ako na kunwari may nangyari sa akin then naglie ako floor at di gumalaw, siguro ganyan talaga ka loyal ang pets natin na gagawin lahat para check kung ok tayo, kasi yung doggie ko, that time she licked my face (ayyyy sobra) then yung paws nya parang na scratch nya yung chest ko to wake me up pero kunwari pa rin ako na di ako ok and she was crying na then she started to jump at me then howled so loud...wahhh dun ako nag stop magkunwaring "sick" ako kasi para sa doggie ko, for real na yon.

~I have a 1 yr old bullmastiff, his name is max. One time ginigising ko brother ko kasi tanghali na, sumunod si max sa kwarto ng borther ko. Tapos habang ginigising ko brother ko kasi tulog mantika, kumukunot noo nya, siguro iniisip nya bakit ayaw gumising. Since mahirap gisingin ang nagtutulog-tulugan, give up na ko so lumabas na ako ng kwarto naiwan doon si max. The next thing I heard was my brother screaming "Maaaaaax! Bakit mo ko inupuan sa mukha?!!!! hehe! eh di nagising sya!

vid

2007-07-10T15:50:00.000-07:00

Kita ko vid ni toot and toot sa youtube.. OUCH *kirot kirot*.. pero happy ako,, promise! May mga swerte talagang tao noh? hindi ikaw ung swerte ah,, sha.. galing.. =)

"You let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely -- but eventually be able to say, alright, that was my moment with loneliness.. Im not afraid of feeling lonely, but now im going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and im going to experience them as well.."---tuesdays with morrie

"What you don't know will not hurt you, it's what you suspect that fucks everything up..."

transformers

2007-07-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

Transformers

Im not a transformers fan. I never watched the cartoons,, but the movie was really AWESOME!!! Love it! ganda kahit na during the robot fights it was nearly impossible to track who was fighting who.. nagkagulo na kase HAHA Nakakatawa nung nagtatago sila optimus prime sa parents ni sam! haha asteeg.. I love bumblebee! I like Shia Saide LaBeouf, cute niya! ganda ng concept ng movie! really really nice! =)

quote

2007-07-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

Unanswered question:

How would you bring back your trust to someone who had broken it twice? ='(

********************************************

Imagine if all straight guys are talking in gay lingo:
Student: Bakit di mo chinuva yung girlalu? Malaki naman ang susey ng lola mo ah.
Hunk: Winnie cordero nga dude sa susey,melanie marquez naman sa brainwaves.Wit na.
Jaworski while coaching: Keber sa kalaban,just focus.We cannot afford to luz valdez. Gettakin nyo ang last free throw. Windangin yung mga julaban. Ok! Go for gold to the highest level ang mga chorva! Gow lang! =p

galle

2007-06-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

Despite my VERY heavy and emotional sunday,(all's well that ends well,but for some reasons I still hope I can forget that day soon,I know I can do that,I know I have selective amnesia,thank god haha),hmmm, so where was I? yes,despite that very tear jerking and heartbreaking day,I can now manage to smile wholeheartedly because I was with my friends kanina,@galle.. haaaay.. Love them to bits.. I sure have lots and lots of good friends but only few can be called "my true friends".. haha drama.. Thanks julie,verna,maui,kath!! You guys really have no idea how much you brightened up my..err.. mood?? haha basta.. fun!fun!fun talaga pag kasama ko kayo.. Kahit we're so tired na kanina kaka-walk,kahit na biglaan ang psycho exams and math exams,kahit na late na naman ako nakauwi,fun pa rin.. haha I could never ever fake a smile with you guys.. Love you all! :D

Nagstart na kame ni nic mag-hanap ng work.. yeah This time,it's for real.. haha Ang hirap rin pala maghanap ng work dito kase pag wala pang experience,you have to pay for the training pa and all,parang nag-oojt lang rin.. Dalawang hosp pa lang ung pinasahan namin ng resume,un lang kase ung gusto naming hosp,pero hindi pa sila hiring,kaya wait wait and wait pa rin kame for the call kung kelan ung exam.. So in the meantime,try na lang rin namin siguro sa iba pa.. haay kahit san na HAHA basta magka-experience lang at makaalis na dito sa mainit na bansang Pelepenas..haha Kahit na madaming gustong magpasok samen na relatives sa kung saan saang hosp, eh gusto namin ni annica sariling sikap.. haha (hanggat kaya!) Why? So that whatever happens,we would be accountable for our actions..mag-succeed man kame sa field na 'to or not.. no one to blame,and no one to give credit to, BUT OURSELVES.. haha

*"Just for today, decide to be happy.. To live with what is yours. If you can't have what you want,maybe you can like what you have... Just for today,decide to be kind. Be cheerful. Be agreeable. Be understanding. Be your best. Dress your best. Talk softly. Look for the bright side of things. Praise people instead of criticizing them. Just for today, try it. After all,it's just for today. Who knows you might like it and do it again tomorrow... "* =)

Anyhoo,haberdei to my cuz na kasama ko lang last sunday haha :) Happy birthday kiefer!! =)

junifour

2007-06-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

Junifour!!! please come home!!! :'(

random

2007-06-08T18:43:00.000-07:00

Pagkagising ko kaninang morning..ahem este afternoon na pala(grrr tanghali na naman ako nagising) haha, kath texted me this:

"Just a thought: Why waste your life on too much sleep when you can have enough of it when you die. Live your dreams,make it real, do it while you are awake not asleep."

*kaboom!* Tagos to the kailalim laliman of the balun balunan HAHAHA

Anyway, just got home from a sumptuous dinner slash merienda,hehe super aga kase.. Ayun,eat all you can mehn.... Sinulit ko talaga kase naalala kong nagpapataba ako haha

Haaayyy.. Not in the mood to write a sensible post.. haha When will I ever be? Na-miss ko 'tong blog ko..

Random thoughts:

-Napansin ko lang,antagal ko na palang hindi nagwawatch ng pbb, basta everytime the clock strikes 10,maiisip ko, ai pbb na..haha.. Un lang,hindi naman ako nanonood..

-It's nice waking up in the morning and seeing like 30 to 40 new messages in my inbox.. haha Masarap magkaron ng maraming friends, pero mas masarap magkaron ng maraming TRUE friends. yun lang.. :p

-It's rainy season once again,naalala ko tuloy nung nagaaral pa ko,lagi kong inaabangan sa radio or tv ung announcement na "walang pasok in all levels." And super hate ko naman pag ganito ang announcement "walang pasok ang elementary at highschool.Inuulit ko po walang pasok ang elementary and highschool levels, at para naman sa mga kolehiyo may pasok kayo!" hahaha

-Lapit ko ng matapos ung "the alchemist".. feeling ko ang loser ko kase ngayon ko lang sha binasa, ang ganda pala talaga.. :p

-Napapadalas ata ang pagsabi ko ng HAHA.. sorry naman..feel kong mag-HAHA eh*booogsh!! ayan na naman* (covers my mouth) :p

-May finorward ako kay ianne na message,pos eto reply nya:"true enough..you're special as you are and it's other people's loss if they couldn't appreciate the uniqueness in ponzy wonzy..!" ahahaha Na-tats aku pramis..haha I love it when she calls me ponzy wonzy,haha la lang..cute!:p

-Goodluck sa mga magtatake ng NLE sa sunday and on monday!! Pray guys, it works!

dogs

2007-05-23T16:25:00.000-07:00

tsk.tsk.tsk.

(location: near PRC morayta)

It breaks my heart.

twins

2007-05-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

It's a twin-thing!

Grrr.. I really hate it when people keeps on staring at us like they've seen a creature from outer space..aryt aryt!We're twins and not everybody in this world is born to have a twin but hello??? Pwede namang tumingin ka,then matuwa ng onti pos un na.. Not naman sana ung super katabi pa namen and stare to the max!!! Haay..ok ok,im not like this and super sanay na ko sa ganito,but what made me lose my temper ba? Earlier this evening kase sa LRT,ung katabi ni nica na guy,as in katabi nya ah,tinititigan kame.. Hindi man lang sha nahiya diba.. Ang awkward kaya nun kase super lapit ng face niya.. Nakakainis.. I can tolerate pa kung asa tapat namin sha,carry ko pa ung ganung tititigan kame and magbubulungan ng "uy kambal oh",Haay God knows sanay na ko sa ganun,dinedeadma ko na lang ung ganun, pero hello?? Ung like sa kanina na halos magkakadikit na mukha namen kase super magkakatabi nga kame sa lrt, nakakainis kaya...Ayun,tas tinignan ko sha sabay parinig ng, "the thing I hate the most".. Usually kase pag ganun, diba pag may nakatingin sayo pos pag tinignan mo mag-iiba na ng tingin,pero ung guy kanina grabe hindi talaga sha nahiya nakatingin pa ren sha.. haay.. I hate being mean pero parang nakakaloko kase ung ganun eh..

roxstarrrrr

2007-05-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

"Better Together"

There's no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard

No song I could sing

But I can try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things

Like a, shoebox of photographs

With sepiatone loving

Love is the answer,

At least for most of the questions in my heart

Like why are we here? and where do we go?

And how come we're so hard?

It's not always easy and

Sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]

MMM its always better when we're together

Look at the stars when we're together

Its always better when we're together

Yeah, its always better when we're together

And all of these moments

Just might find there way into my dreams tonight

But I know that theyll be gone

When the morning light sings

And brings new things

But tomorrow night you see

That theyll be gone too

Too many things I have to do

But if all of these dreams might find there way

Into my day to day scene

Ill be under the impression

I was somewhere in between

With only two

Just me and you

Not so many things we got to do

Or places we got to be

We'll Sit beneath the mango tree

Its always better when we're together

Somewhere in between together

Its always better when we're together

Yeah, its always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm

I believe in memories

They look so, so pretty when I sleep

Hey now, and when I wake up,

You look so pretty sleeping next to me

But there is no time,

And there is no song I could sing

And there is no, combination of words I could say

But I will still tell you one thing

We're Better together.

*roxstar,sorry ulet,and tnx for understanding :p*

ultimate crush

2007-05-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

Waahhh!! Im like super kilig kanina.. haha Feeling highschool! Pano ba naman kase hindi ko talaga ineexpect na makikita ko, makakasama ko, and makakausap ko si ultimate crush kanina.. haha Let's just call him "ultimate crush" kase mahirap na baka mabuking ako ng mga unwanted visitors dito haha..(hmm pero okei lang din kase tagal ko na rin namang crush un,ai pero hindi paren..haha labo) So why UC(ultimate crush)? Kase sha lang ung naging crush ko na guy(nagkk-crush din ako sa girly girls haha pero pure admiration lang) aside from my celebrity crushes.. As in sha lang talaga.. Pos un nga.. Saw him kanina.. Nung una ko shang nakita deadma lang kase I wasn't really in the mood for a lil chit chat.. Pos nung paalis na ako nakita ko na naman sha,then nagtry ako maghide sa umbrella ko pero ooopppsss... "tiffany!" he shouted.. Haha Ohmy! Wala na kong nagawa.. Lumapit sha then un na.. Talk talk.. Chit chat.. Sumama na sha samen.. Super nagtry ako na maging friendly na to him kase before suplada talaga ko sa crush ko(ayoko kaseng ma-obvious haha)..Aun, un na ata ung pinakamatagal na paguusap namen.. Kase kahit na ilang years ko shang nakasama before sa school, we never really had the chance to talk(as in kwentuhan blah blah) .. Or baka nasshy lang kame sa isat isa..(weh feeling!!! haha) So ano ba kase history namen nitong si UC? Haha Ai wag na lng,nagbago isip ko di ko na kkwento.. (huwat?!!) Mygosh nahigh na ata ako.. haha *deep breathing* Basta happy lang ako kase I didn't expect na makakausap ko pa pala ng matino ung taong yun.. Before kase parang puro tinginan lang nangyayari eh.. hahaha At least now comfortable na kong kausapin sha.. yun lang..Hindi ko na kkwento ung details.. Basta..I definitely want to keep him as a friend.. hehe enough na tiff exagge na reaction mo nagfifeeling teenager ka na naman!hahaha :p

fart away

2007-05-08T21:03:00.000-07:00

Poorrroooooorrootttt!!!Fart away! Nyahahahahaha!!

One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.

Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand.

With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans. All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas.

Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly: "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight."

He then blind folded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table. I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang. He made me promise not to touch the blindfold until he returned and went to answer the call.

The baked beans I had consumed were still affecting me and the pressure was becoming most unbearable, so while my husband was out of the room I seized the opportunity, shifted my weight to one leg and let one go (Putt, Putt - loudnoise in DTS) . It was not only loud,but it smelled like a fertilizer truck running over a skunk in front of a pulp wood mill. I took my napkin from my lap and fanned the air around me vigorously.

Then, shifting to the other cheek, I ripped off three more. The stink was worse than cooked cabbage. Keeping my ears carefully tuned to the conversationin the other room, I went on like this for another few minutes.

The pleasure was indescribable. When eventually the telephone farewells signaled the end of my freedom, I quickly fanned the air a few more times with my napkin, placed it on my lap and folded my hands back on it feeling very relieved and pleased with myself.

My face must have been the picture of inocence when my husband returned,apologizing for taking so long. He asked me if I had peeked through the blindfold, and I assured him I had not.

At this point, he removed the blindfold,and twelve dinner guests seated around the table chorused: "Happy Birthday!"

I fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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bus passenger

2007-05-05T18:25:00.000-07:00

The Bus Passenger
By: Author Unknown

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity.Once a fiercely independent woman, Susan now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her."How could this have happened to me?" she would plead,her heart knotted with anger.

But no matter how much she cried or ranted or prayed,she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Susan's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husband Mark.

Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Mark's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of thecity.

At first, this comforted Susan and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however,Mark realized that this arrangement wasn't working -it was hectic, and costly. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself.But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Mark predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I'm blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I'm going? I feel like you're abandoning me."

Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her,for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it.And that is exactly what happened.

For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all,accompanied Susan to and from work each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her aseat. He made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus, or drop her briefcase.

Each morning they made the journey together, and Mark would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Mark knew it was only a matter of time before Susan would be able to ride the bus on her own.He believed in her, in the Susan he used to know before she'd lost her sight, who wasn't afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend.

Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. She said good-bye,and for the first time, they went their separate ways.Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus,the driver said, "Boy, I sure envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?

Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?" The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about,and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady."

Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky,for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight,a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there had been darkness..

tagged

2007-04-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

Don't overuse your heart trying to look for the one you think you deserve.. Instead,you should save the best part of you for the person who deserves you, someone who came the time you didn't search.

I was tagged by agatha :p

so here it is:

Rules:
1. Write about how much addicted u are towards something.
2. Don't forget to include the percentage of 'addictedness' towards that thing.
3. All with one condition > the total of percentage must reach 100%
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but plz dont forget to explain the rulez and plz notify that person so that they know they had been tagged.

~Addicted to FOOD~(oha tinalo pa ang friends and family ko haha)
--40%--
~Addicted to my FRIENDS&FAM~(they are my angels!)
--10%--
~Addicted to LIFE~ (im so inlove with life!)
""Being happy doesn't mean that everything's perfect...it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.""
--50%--

=100%

everyone is tagged :p

*roxstar*

belated happy bday to my dear friend joanne! (april 28) and to b'joun april!(april29) love you both!

tarot

2007-04-22T14:37:00.000-07:00

"Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know."

Hinulaan ako ng cuz ko who has studied tarot reading..na-amazed ako super!haha ang great niya!She said things that really made sense,but I ought not to tell what she had said kase baka ma-jinx!haha I never really believe in such things, pero who knows diba? haha I wouldn't let it affect my life naman,if it happens,it happens.. Nagulat lang ako kase ang galing nung connection nung mga sinabi niya,plus the fact that she doesn't even know me well enough,hindi naman pwedeng imbentuhin niya lang ung mga sinasabi niya.. basta.. haha.. cool! :p

Na-experience mo na bang maipit between your two good friends? Like pag may sinasabi sayo ung isa that has something to do with your other good friend, pero you know you can't tell her/him kase ayaw mong maki-alam sa "whatever it is that they have" and ayaw mong ma-hurt sha.. hahaay..Then sometimes may nalalaman ka pang something na alam mong dapat malaman nung isa simply because she has every right to know about it,but you know for yourself na hindi mo pwedeng sabihin. why?dahil magkakagulo pag sinabi mo and baka madamay ka pa sa situation.. ang hirap swear.. Should i feel guilty?.. pffftt... Pero i'd like to believe pa rin that im being a good friend by doing the right thing.. keeping my 'effin mouth shut!..(*_*)

Oh btw, here's a little something to make you laugh:

Little Tony was in his uncle's wedding. As he came down the aisle during the ceremony, he carefully took two steps, then stopped and turned to the crowd. When facing the congregation he put his hands up like claws and roared loudly. So it went, step, step, turn, roar, step, step, turn, roar, all the way down the aisle.

As you can imagine, the congregation was near tears from laughing. By the time little Tony reached the altar, he was near tears,too. When later asked what he was doing, the boy sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear." :p

kentu

2007-04-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

don't know what to do, don't know what to say.. haha

I've been fairly busy lately,ngaun lang ako nakapagstay dito sa house for like this long.. haay kakapagod pero enjoy naman.. Makukuha ko na nga pala license ko on monday,yiiiiiiiie excited na me!(haha jologs amp)... oh gaaa here I go again,andami ng nangyari,andami ko pwede sana i-share pero I don't know where to start..haha..halo halo na sa utak ko..geeez bat kaya ako ganito?lagi na lang,,sa sobrang dami ng naiisip ko,la ako makwento..ahaha..Like pag nakikipagkwentuhan ako,sometimes sa sorang dami ng naiisip ko na gusto kong i-share,i'd end up saying nothing at all..haha..crap.. :p

A Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her,while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffeeshop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I couldfeel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, everytime she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anythingI do for you. "Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

yeeehaaa

2007-04-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

Life is full of bittersweet moments! yeeeehaaaaa! :P

slumber

2007-04-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

In life, there will be a point where you're going to choose the path...

My advice?
Choose the path where happiness is attainable, to where life is less complicated,and to where you have freedom to choose.

For life is all about love, success and happiness.

Choose the one that fulfills your positivity and outlook in life. Live freely. Be humble. And love at no limit... :)

Nakakatuwa pag may mga people from your childhood days/dugyot days na super hindi mo nakakausap before,talagang ni "hi hello" wala,as in nakakasalubong mo lang somewhere pero hanggang dun lang,you don't even know his name pero familiar ung face niya,,, then after a decade,bigla na lang papasok ulet sa life mo, and even seems to be interested of getting to know you better.. haha.. la lang.. Basta, there's this guy who gives me reason to smile every morning and every night before I drift off into slumber..Haay..Here i go again..Tapos eto na naman,pag feeling ko we're getting into a higher level of friendship na,pag mejo nagkaka-something na,bigla na naman akong iiwas..not entirely "iwas" naman..basta.. haha.. Ang weird ko noh?! Some people would ask me nga kung bakit single pa ren ako, after that "break up",coz it's been quite a while na ren.. And most of the time, ang sinasagot ko "dahil choice ko na maging single sa ngayon".. But then I realized, yeah perhaps it's my own choice pero, I think it's more of a problem within myself eh..Kase pag may "nagpaparamdam" naman saken,I am not afraid of being loved naman..Pero narealized ko, im afraid of loving pala.. Coz im afraid of getting hurt..yun.. yun na nga yun.. And with all the people who came in my life after that "break up".. A lot left a mark in my heart.. Pero hanggang dun lang.. Kase parang I find myself contented na sa ganung level,ung happy happy lang walang away..Kahit na alam kong the other person wanted a deeper relationship with me,parang lagi akong may sineset na barrier and limit..Sabi nga ni tol,hindi ko alam may mga nasasaktan na ko..haay.. I know naman eh, pero im not pushing away people,im just protecting myself from getting hurt..yeah yeah enough tiff.. I really don't know where this fear is coming from,pero i know na ma-oovercome ko rin 'to.. at the right time.. :p

this is sooo true!! try mo! :p
http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

You entered: ma tiffany loraine escala go
There are 24 letters in your name.
Those 24 letters total to 106
There are 11 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7
The characteristics of #7 are:
Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.
If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9
A Soul Urge number of 9 means: With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.
You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.
As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

long vacation

2007-04-05T11:05:00.000-07:00

Wohoo! I can't believe it has been exactly one year since I graduated from college.. whew! Time does fly by so fast huh?! So one year na kong bum? hoho hindi naman.. Nagreview rin naman ako and nagtake ng board nung December, plus tumutulong rin ako sa fam business namen.. oha! Talagang jinustify ang pagiging "not-exactly-bum-after all" ahaha.. Nung asa nursing school pa ko I kept telling myself na pagkagraduate ko talaga magbabakasyon ako to the max, haha *toink!*nasobrahan naman ata.. haha Pero next week i'll start looking for work na talaga, promise ko yan sa sarili ko..(great!harhar) I don't want to be a bum anymore..I want to get a job and earn my own money na ren to be able to help sa gastos sa house.. I am interested in making myself totally independent & free! Kaya nga kanina, when we were doing all the religious activities for holy week, i was really asking for God's guidance.. Well everyday naman im asking for guidance pero this time, I need "super-to-the-max-as-in-mega-over-to-the-highest-level" guidance and wisdom sa paghahanap ko ng work..haha Kase honestly ayoko sana muna magwork sa hospital, gusto ko muna magtry ng ibang work,outside the hospital,it can be related or not related sa course ko,basta matry ko muna magwork.. So may mga kino-consider na rin ako na options like ung ino-offer saken na work as a school nurse, meron din sa call center as a health care associate, meron din nurse sa parang diagnostics sa mall.. haayy.. I really don't know..I just can't seem to make up my mind.. Plus the fact na gusto talaga ng parents ko and relatives abroad na magka-experience na kame sa hospital,para pag nagka-NCLEX na dito,maka-take na kame kagad and makapunta na sa states,haayy... ewan ko na.. Basta alam ko ayoko muna maghospital, i think im not ready yet for that kind of responsibility,(haha takot akong mawalan ng license!geezz ang loser ko haha). Pero hospitals provide training naman for new nurses.. err labo na.. basta.. I know God will guide me in every step that i take.. aja! aja!

agree disagree

2007-04-03T13:35:00.000-07:00

Agree or disagree??

1. "It is in love that we shall find the greatest pain but never was there any truth more ironic than the fact that in love, we shall also find healing..." -i sooo agree

2. "You wont fall out of love with someone... if you didn't fall in love with someody else..." -disagree

3. "Being a 3rd party doesn't always mean you'll ruin a relationship but you're also helping those people involved to realize that they are not meant for each other" -disagree

4. "Always smile in the morning... it makes people wonder what you did last night..." -agree

5. "Pride is tasteless, colorless and sizeless.... yet it is the hardest thing to swallow..." -agree

I'm so disappointed in myself, from -150(both eyes), im now -150(Right) -200(Left)... geezz...in a span of 4months ang laki ng tinaas nung sa left eye ko..bakit ganun?? siguro dahil sa madalas kong pagcocomputer ngaun and pagpupuyat.. tsk.. nung bata pa ko gustong gusto kong sinusuot ung eyeglasses ng mom ko,but now, hassle talaga ang mag contacts and mag eyeglass.. pfft..

Dami may birthday ngaung April, Happy birthday to Aileen a,April p,Sam,Chanel,April b,Joanne s,April g....be happy!ishmyl! :)

happy birthday annpot! (March 30) haha la lng.. gusto lang kita greet ulet para pareho kayo ni sweetie.. excited na ko makuha pasalubong and cd ko.. yiiiiiie! tnx!

lenten

2007-04-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

The season of Lent is upon us once again. For the workaholics, it's a season of ultimate vacation and rest, for most religious people it's a season of fasting and sacrifice, for students it's a season of beach hopping.Well for me it's a season of reflection,soul searching and repentance. Right now pinipilit ako ng mom ko pumunta sa church and mag confess, every year nagcoconfess ako, pero this time, I don't really feel the need to do it, not because tinatamad ako,not because takot ako,pero as i grow older, im starting to respect the fact that each and every individual have their own belief and sense of faith, and so am i.. I will not try to justify my actions as to why i don't want to go to church and confess today, but i believe kase na hindi na kailangang dumaan pa sa priest ang paghingi ng tawad for all your sins, i have my own unexplainable relationship with God, ive got strong faith in him, and I believe that's all that matters..

I'd still go with my family sa mga upcoming religious activities, like bisita iglesia, station of the cross, etc.. Not because im forced to do so, but because i find great inner peace in doing it..

As part of my repentance,I would like to say sorry to two people, I know they won't get to read this,(haha and im sure of that).. But if given the chance and right time, i would let them read this..

1st: Sorry, alam kong nasaktan kita, but believe me, hindi ko ginustong saktan ka.. The day that you were expecting to see me, but I didn't come,I know for myself that I had to make a quick yet tough decision that I know can possibly change everything between us.. I don't know pero natakot talaga ko, fear of an unknown cause.. yeah I know it's bullshit.. Napakawalang kwentang reason.. Pero that's really how I felt that time.. haha Feeling ko kase may something na mangyayari nung araw na un, something that im not yet prepared of.. haayy..Pero I really wanted to be with you that night.. Now i know why some people call me weird..*poof* Ayun, im really really really sorry... Naging selfish ako kase hindi kita pinuntahan nung mga times na alam kong kinailangan mo ko.. From then on alam kong hindi na tayo ok, and I know I was at fault..Pano ko nagawang saktan ung taong gusto ko?...haay.. But still, I believe that things happen for a reason.. Again, im really really sorry, alam kong mali yun.. I didn't give chance to the "what could have been's" and "what if's" for both of us..*sighs*.. I would always be here for you..hawkey?! :p I promise..

2nd: Sorry, to a friend who is so dear to me.. At some point I felt like I betrayed your trust.. But believe me,I have no intentions of hurting you.. A lot of people, and even God knows how much ive tried to stay away from "that demonic temptation".. Pero bumigay ako..Halos si God lang ung tinatakbuhan ko nung mga times na un dahil alam kong sha lang ang makakatulong saken na itama ang mali..Im really really sorry..I love you so much..And even "that demonic temptation" knows that,kaya kahit gano katinding pressure ung binibigay nung mga tao around us and kahit gano niya kagustong magmake ng move for me, I never allowed "that demonic temptation" to ruin our relationship.. Kilala ko sarili ko and i know that im not capable and would never want to be capable of doing such evil act..I must say that ive overcome "that demonic temptation" already.. Iniiwasan ko na ang dapat iwasan..so far so good.. Mas masarap mabuhay ng walang nasasaktan na tao, mas madaling ngumiti at tumawa kapag alam mong tama ang ginagawa mo,minsan masarap isakripisyo ang sariling kaligayahan para sa kaligayahan ng mahal sa buhay..Hindi ko na papahabain pa 'to coz alam kong there's no point in justifying the actions that ive made kase mali talaga un.. But still, from the bottom of my heart,sorry friend... I love you so much..

(clue for person #1:someone from my bittersweet past! :p)
(clue for person #2: a college friend..wiiiiiiie!!:p)

"Those who cannot forgive others break the bridge over which they themselves must pass." - Confucius

"You've failed many times although you don't remember. You fell down the first time you tried to walk. You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim. Don't worry about failure. Worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try."

red cross

2007-03-19T14:20:00.000-07:00

When i woke up this morning,parang feeling ko may kulang..ang aga aga senti mode ako..haha hindi naman,para kaseng i got used to waking up early na(huwaw achievement un!) for redcross training,then uuwi ng sobrang pagod and masakit ung katawan,pos ssleep ng late kaka-review and practice..ahuhu kakamiss..ung one week na un parang one semester na eh..haha..that was the most tiring yet productive and fun filled week ive ever had for this year..we're the "survivors" batch..haha tamang tama lang ung batch name namen dahil anhirap ng mga pinagdaanan namen,grabe,toxic haha..talo pa duty promise!everyday may quiz and practical exam,pos 30 minutes lang pwede ma-late accumulated na un for the whole week,kamusta naman un?im not really a morning person kaya anhirap nun haha..standard first aid and basic life support ung inattendan kong training sa red cross qc chapter..met a lot of new friends..super dami ko pa natututunan sa kanila,halo halo kase kame eh,may fireman,environmental scientist,engineer,teacher,company driver,caregiver,doctor,nurse(ahem!),etc..onetime bigtime experience talaga that i will never ever forget..ung mga kasama ko feeling ko antagal tagal ko na silang kilala coz almost 12hours kameng magkakasama everyday..plus the instructors,they were all great..ngayon ko lang nalaman na masarap palang kalips to lips ang dummy.. ahaha joke!memorize ko na ung pag-cpr ng adult,child and infant.. yipee!nung nagpractice nga kame ng cpr for adult,lalake ung na-assign na partner ko,haha kamusta naman un?well he's a real gentleman naman kaya ok lang..haha :) IV therapy training up next! :)

happy birthday kenny my sweetie pie! labyu!(march 18)
my mom juz got home from baguio,dami dami na naman strawberry!(ultimate fave ko!)..you want?:)

I lost something that's really really important..given by someone so dear to me..shet..but im not giving up,sana mahanap ko pa un,huhu feeling ko andito lang un sa house..argh..carelessness..kakamadali ko kase mala-late na ko,ayun baka nalaglag sa labas or somewhere..huhu..

I just received a message from a friend that says nakita niya daw ako sa Rated k..haha kamusta naman un?weh hindi nga?...how?when?where?...ahaha

"Other people's opinion of you does not have to become your reality.. Those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it.. I don't know the key to success, but one key to failure is to please everyone.. So why waste your time thinking about what others will tell you. Instead, do what makes you happy... :) "

laureen

2007-03-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday LJ!!!!i miss you bigtime!!

I argued with my mom a couple of nights ago.. haaayy.. I really really hate the feeling of arguing with people.. lalo na with people who are so special to me.. mapa-big or petty argument, i would always end up getting hurt.. really.. whether ma-resolve or hinde,ganun pa ren,nasasaktan talaga ko..tsk.. i feel so weak everytime it happens..talagang nasasaktan ako..

Naguusap na ulet kame ni "21".. I guess this would be the start of a new relationship,not as lovers though, but as "good friends"..

I'll be quite busy with "something".. haha But i'll definitely be back.. :) Let's all be happy guys!Contentment is the secret for inner peace.. And dapat lagi tayong optimistic.. Smile lang ng smile para hindi tumanda ng maaga,wag natin di-dibdibin lahat ng problems kunde maloloka tayo,as they always say,hindi naman un ibibigay ni God kung hindi naten kaya diba?..(enough tiff,ayan na naman ang words of wisdom mo haha)

A sweet truth: "When God knows you're ready for the responsibility of commitment, he'll reveal the right person under the right circumstances..."

lovi poe

2007-03-02T10:05:00.000-08:00

yiiiiiiiiiie! ♥ i love...

KUNG PWEDE LANG
by LOVI POE

Kung pwede lang,
ayoko na sanang masaktan
kung pwede lang,
damdamin ko ngayo'y pipigilan
kung pwede lang,
ang puso ko'y wag mo nang lapitan
kung pwede lang
kung pwede lang naman

dahil minsan
ang puso kong ito ay nagmahal,
dahil minsan
nagtiwala at umaasam,
kung pwede lang
akala ko'y wala ng hangganan
kung pwede lang, hindi pala ganyan

kung di rin lang naman tapat sa sasabihin mo
kung di mo din naman
aalagaan itong puso ko
kung pwede lang ngayon pa lang
damdamin ko'y iwasan
dahil ang puso ko'y,takot ng masaktan...

dahil minsan
ang puso kong ito ay nagmahal,
dahil minsan
nagtiwala at umaasam,
kung pwede lang,
ang puso ko'y wag mo nang lapitan
kung pwede lang
kung pwede lang naman

kung di rin lang naman tapat sa sasabihin mo
kung di mo din naman
aalagaan itong puso ko
kung pwede lang ngayon pa lang
damdamin ko'y iwasan
dahil ang puso ko'y, takot ng masaktan...takot ng masaktan..

kundi mo rin lang gagawin mga pangako mo
kundi mo rin ipaglalaban sa iba ang puso ko
kung pwede lang ngayon pa lang damdamin ko'y iwasan
dahil ang puso ko'y, takot ng masaktan...takot ng masaktan..

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whoah!andami magbbirthday ngaung March.. advance Haberdei to Lj,Reese,Keni,Mitch Cabral,Dawn,Foncham,Ann.. ahaha as if all of them would get to read this.. basta, love you all!:)

i like gee ann and mickey ng pbb.. and because of pbb, may reason na ko not to go out on gimmicks every night..haha

major LSS- Way back into love (love it!)

ayoko na ng mga pampagulo sa buhay ko..pinapagulo niyo lang isip ko..much better kung iiwasan na ang mga dapat iwasan,para everybody happy! ayt? haha

*In life you will realize that the people you meet have a purpose.. Some were put there to test you, some would use you, some would teach you and some would bring out the better if not the best in you.. Some may even cause you pain and heartache, but one must learn to move on.. So let go of the people who can't treat you right and hold on to those who love you back and see your worth..*

nestle creamery with tah&ianne

2007-02-24T23:25:00.000-08:00

Im back here sa DA.. puyatan mode na naman my gawd haha

Anyway, went out with ianne,tah& nikai last night... Had fun!fun!fun! Nice surprise tah, haha.. obviously, i was really really surpised.. :) Ayun, kitakits sa gateway, tapos ice cream trip@ Nestle creamery(love it!),then boozed @ broadway.. It was only last night that i got the chance to witness tah& ianne's singing prowess..yihee,ahaha.. So yun,5 am na ata kame natapos.. Coffee muna kame ni nikai sa 7/11 then uwi na.. Woke up at around 9am, pos hindi na ko makatulog ulet,while watching tv my mom suddenly arrived, sinundo kame.. Shempre hindi pwedeng pahalata na mejo may amats pa kaya go na lang..haha

Weehee start na ng PBB tomorrow! na-eexcite na ko.. haha

kung hei fat choi

2007-02-18T01:08:00.000-08:00

kung hei fat choi!!! :)

"Let your eyes stay filled with stars and your heart with glimpses of dreams to come true."

be happy!!

much love! ♥

-Tiff Go

live love laugh

2007-02-17T09:20:00.000-08:00

whoah! dami ko ren pala hindi nakwento dito, ive read my previous entries, tama nga naman si nikai, parang puro malulungkot.. haha.. and puro about nursing and lovelife ko(whoah meron ba?)..haha baliktad kase ko eh, pag may nangyayaring maganda saken, tinatamad akong i-blog, haha parang i can't put up the right words to describe ung mga magagandang nangyayare.. pero everything is written naman sa diary ko, oha may online journal na ko may literal na diary pa.. haha.. that's the other side of me na onti lang ang nakakaalam, my sentimental side(ick!).. haha.. gusto ko kase pag im like in my 50's na, maalala ko ung mga kalokohan and mga pinag-gagagawa ko sa buhay ko.. haha..

Anyhoo, nu nga ba mga nangyayare saken lately?

++ nonstop booze nights.. with bjouns.. with college friends.. with family friends.. with g8.. with ann&lindy(la bang kasunod ang inuman nateng 3?ai kasama pala si te maida hahaha)..with ann&her friends.. with new found friends.. with nix,pot,lavs.. with tah&ianne.. with hs friends.. hmm, bat kaya hindi pwedeng mawala ang alak pag kasama ang friends?? haha

++ nonstop celebration for passing the board.. with college friends.. with family.. with family friends..

++ birthday parties.. grabe andaming may birthday ng january and february..

++ out of town trips and roadtrips..

++ nonstop sleep over..

++ nonstop unplanned gimiks.. haha un ang the best! ung biglaan.. :)

Ayan, summary na lang.. haha.. As ive said, can't find the right words to make a detailed description of every event..parang nakakatamad,mas magandang isipin kesa itype..haha basta masaya, bawing bawi ung pagiging absent ko lagi sa mga gimiks when i was still in nursing school.. :)

Pero ngayon,mejo bawas bawasan muna ang lakwacha iha, should focus more sa career ko.. nax!! haha but still, sana magtuloy tuloy ung mga ganitong happenings sa buong year 2007 ko.. Life is too short, kahet minsan nagkakaprob, hindi pwedeng sumimangot na lang lagi, dapat go lang ng go. It's a matter of seeing things in perspective. Dapat lagi taung optimistic sa buhay. ayt?! :)

"Life is short, so break the rules. Forgive like you have amnesia, believe like a kid, love like crazy, laugh til you drop and never regret anything that made you happy! "

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the one's who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it, and dont let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it,, if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.. "

roster

2007-02-15T10:39:00.000-08:00

"The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave the wrong thing unsaid at the most tempting moment."

As I always say,some things are better left unsaid..

Nagulat ako sa reply ni tol sa reply ko.. haha.. talagang kilalang kilala niya ko ah.. ui in fairness naman, mejo, mejo lang,haha natututo na ko ng mga kasweetan and kacornihan ngaun tol... ahahaha

Punta kame PRC mamaya, have to register and sign in the Roster of Registered Professionals.. woohoo!! is this for real?? ahahaha

Haayy.. hindi pa ko nakakabalik sa St claire to offer eggs.. and mag thank you sa pagpasa ko sa board.. kailangan talaga this week makapunta na ko, with nix and mariane... pati sa Black nazarene na ren.. I feel guilty, inuna ko pa mga celebration and party.. sorry po talaga...

uhm,dude,imisu!

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ahaha shet laughtrip kanina sa prc.. "kambal! kambal!!" feeling close na kame sa mga staff eh,pos nagmamadali pa sila kase magcclose na,natataranta na, "wuy kambal hindi kayo jan! " ahahaha shempre kailangan gamitin ang charm at magpacute ng magpacute para asikasuhin kame kahet na magcclose na.. ahahaha kakatawa talaga si manong kalbo eh, anlakas pa ng boses, "kambal!!!" ahahahaha shet un! pero in fairness ah, ambabait pa ren nila kahet na late kame dumating.. haha

glai

2007-02-14T00:58:00.000-08:00

it's exactly 12:40 am, february 14.... happy hearts day!!!

dapat asa up fair ako ngaun, with ann and iba pang kavuduhan, eh palpak kase magplano si potpot.. haha kaya hindi na ko sumama,baka madamay pa ko sa away nila ni bjoun.. huhu pero sayang un ah, dami na kase kagad plano eh..haha.. after daw namin mag up fair,mag gghost hunting daw.. kamusta naman??pero masaya un ah! haha pos punta kame dorm ni lindy.. haha.. ngiting ngiti pa kame habang nagpplano..sobrang kating kati na kase paa nun,antagal ng hindi nakakalabas.. ayan sa sobrang excited kase namen, sumablay na naman.. pano ba naman magpapaalam asa labas na sha ng bahay.. haha.. ann oh ann..

belated happy birthday baby glai! (feb 13)

ooopppsss.. may nagtext... dude,naguguluhan nako ha...

kachat ko si lavs ngaun, kamusta naman at mukhang pareho kameng singhot ng singhot dahil sa sipon.. haha.. virus!!ewww... pero thanks lavs! ayos mga advice mo, kahit ung iba pang-adik.. haha mwah!

died

2007-02-12T11:05:00.000-08:00

"SOMETHING" just died... died a natural death... Now i think, i must really look straight ahead, and never look back again...coz some things are meant to be buried, for good..

Let's all smile and be happy! Coz everything happens for a reason.. ayt???! :)

papa jesus

2007-02-10T23:00:00.000-08:00

It's a good thing that NCSBN (National Council for State Boards of Nursing) will be setting up an NCLEX (before nurses can work in the US, they must pass the NCLEX) testing site here in the Philippines.. hmm..im not really sure,parang narinig ko lang sa news last night,pero sana nga matuloy.. before kase we could only take the exam outside Manila lang like sa hongkong,saipan and guam.. So,should the Philippines make it to the list of countries that could conduct the NCLEX, Filipino nurses will benefit tremendously-financially &psychologically. Taking the exam in our own country eases the pressure on the personal finances and relieves us of the hassle of travel. It definitely improves our preparations for the test. hmm.. Does this mean tuloy tuloy na ang nursing career ko? haha... we'll see..

Haaay..baket ganun noh? pag hindi mo na naiisip ung taong dapat mong kalimutan,saka sha biglang magpaparamdam,ang weird.. tsk.. minsan talaga napagtritripan ako ni papa Jesus.. ahaha joke lang po papa Jesus.. :)
Malapit na ang hearts day,for the past 4 years sanay akong kasama college friends ko pag valentine's,may event kase ung school lagi sa Rizal Stadium every Valentine's day kaya kahet may lovelife ako,college friends pa ren kasama ko.. pero this time,im out of college na,tapos single pa ko..naman naman.. hmm.. bagong experience na naman 'to.. haha.. advance happy hearts day friends!!! "Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make who you are. You learn to grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you, and be okay with it... "

oath taking

2007-02-05T18:33:00.000-08:00

tapos na oath taking namen,yesterday @cuneta astrodome.. woohoo!! super sarap ng feeling lalo na sabay pa kame ng twinsis ko.. kasama namen sila katherine,lably,katrina and benedict,ung iba kong friends sa afternoon batch pa,super dami kase namin kaya hinati.. hindi na kame nag gala uniform, haha ampanget kase nun, long sleeves.. naka duty uniform lang kame.. dami tao,may mga nakita pa kong schoolmates ko nung highschool and elem.. haha.. LICA nagpunta ka ba? morning batch ka ren right? sayang hindi kita nakita..

anyhoo, after ng oath taking, punta kame moa.. hinatid lang kame ng mom ko dun pos umuwi na sha.. ayun,picture galore na naman,katrina iburn mo na un mga pix sa cam mo pls!!! ahaha ikot ikot lang kame, after an hour pa kame nag lunch.. may free food kase nun oath taking kaya mejo busog pa kame.. ayun,window shopping,food trip,hotdog trip haha,super mega wait sa free ride pero hindi naman kame nakasakay,haha laging puno kase.. ayun,mga 3pm umuwi na kame kase ansasakit na ng paa namen kakaikot..haha..wudjubiliv that it took us almost 1hr sa paghahanap lang & pagdedecide ng makakainan,haha, iba iba kase gusto..

pagkauwi ko.. nagonline ako kagad,uploaded some pix.. pos biglang nag online si dude.. eh inaayos ko template nitong blog ko that time.. habang nagchachat kame,i accidentally deleted almost half nung template ko.. as in nawala talaga.. the codes and everything..badtrip talaga,natulala ako nun..haha..eh kase nawala ata ko sa sarili ko kase kachat ko si dude,whoah!haha... kaya eto,napilitan akong palitan ang layout ko..

osha,ligo muna ko,kanina pa ko nakaharap sa computer kakaayos ng blog ko.. dum dee dum dee dum dee dum.. :)

choqnut

2007-02-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

for my "special someone"... oo ikaw nga!haha

simula ngaun,itatago na kita sa pangalang,,,DUDE...haha...yeah dude... nung una naisip ko choqnut(kase lagi mo kong binibigyan ng choqnut nun hs dba?xe super fave ko un dati),,haha..eh parang ang panget..kaya dude na lang...

ayun,dude,pag may time ka,pakinggan mo ung song na Falling by Keahiwai..song ko yun for you..sabihin mo saken pag napakinggan mo na ah..Pakinggan mo ha,baka isearch mo lang un lyrics eh...haha

"What would it be like to swing on a star, or walk on a cloud? Would it be anything like what I feel whenever you are near?"

kei uy

2007-02-03T02:02:00.000-08:00

tol

"if i never loved, i never would have cried." :'(

I had no idea how much you meant to me, until you stopped talking.. now you don't have to talk.All I want is for you to listen.There's only something I want to say..I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart (sorry kase i can't give you enough reasons on why i fell out of love..sana naintindihan mo na mahirap talaga i-explain un,its just the same as falling in love..you can't really justify how you feel,basta mararamdaman mo na lang..alam ko inisip mo na saken wala lang lahat,pero kilala mo ko tol,you know me better than other people do,alam mong i have my own ways of coping up with every situation that arises kaya madali akong maka-adjust..God is good,he always enlightens my heart and mind everytime confuse ako..alam mo kung bat sinasabi ko 'to lahat ngaun?coz i juz woke up one morning(ok ok,one afternoon,haha) and realized na "shux,namimis na kita" alam kong naka-get over na ko from the fact na we could never be together anymore,and akala ko ok na un,hindi pa pala,hindi ko pa pala na-aacept ung fact na i'll be living a life without you,completely without you..4 years is 4 years..haay,pero lamo naman na malakas ako kay papa Jesus diba?haha..he wouldn't continue to let me feel this way,,masasanay rin ako,,soon..very very soon..aun,i just want to vent this out..matatapos ren 'to..aja!aja!haha) and thank you... I'll never forget you.

"There are just certain people who aren't meant to fit in your life no matter how much you want them to."

"Before you leave, promise me one thing - that you won't forget what we had. Because it was special, I know it was. And if I could go back in time, you know I would go back to you."

"All I ever wanted was to make you happy. I can only do that by stepping aside."

"I've got no regrets. I can say it strong and although I wish to go back to what we used to have, I don't regret the choices I made. I've loved you like no other and if things never happened, we'd never be where we are today."

i really miss you..

lechon

2007-02-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

There's something funny na nangyari saken kanina,well for me funny sha but it got some people really worried..haha..eh kase nagpadala ng lechon grandparents ko, may dinner party kase kanina for the celebration nung pagpasa namen ni twinsy ng board.. so pagdating na pagdating nung lechon,chinop-chop na kagad nila jeffrey&mario,pos andun ako,giving them instructions(teleguh?) blah blah...and sinimulan ko na reng papakin un lechon(ayun!),from the balat,to the taba,laman,taba,taba,taba,and more taba!!(yum!)..haha..after few minutes...nabusog na ko..tinigilan ko na ang pagsupervise sa kanila,este pag lamon ng lechon..haha...pagkaupong pagkaupo ko,,sheeettttt mehnn parang nahigh blood ako..haha..as in hilong hilo talaga ko..mejo nasusuka pa ko,(nausea fellow nurses)haha..grabee.. so i ended up staying in bed,hanggang sa dumating na mga bisita..ahaha hindi ako makatayo,badtrip talaga... natawa talaga ko sa sarili ko,takaw kase eh..haha..mejo gutom kase talaga ko that time kaya sinungaban ko kagad un lechon..haha..ayun,after an hour(ata),nakatayo na ko,super pinilit ko na lang sarili ko kase nakakahiya naman sa mga bisita..haha...

tahhh

2007-01-31T23:56:00.000-08:00

ahuhu,kahit na may sipon and inuubo ako ngaun(kase superrr lamigggg),happy pa ren ako,,dahil sayo...oo ikaw nga!! oh wag mo ng isipin kung ikaw ba talaga dahil ikaw nga..haha..you made me smile today...thanks!

kei

2007-01-28T16:35:00.000-08:00

psssst.... im happy for you... gusto ko maging happy ka na,sana kung sino man sha,maging all out ren sha sayo,kase all out ka kung magmahal... pero lamo,parang mas gusto ko ung joan para sayo,kase nakkwento mo na sha saken before diba? well la pa naman kase akong alam about dun sa sally..(nag-namedrop tlga eh noh?)la lang.. uhm feeling ko lang tol mas okay kayo ni joan,kase matagal mo na ren namang gusto yun diba? and sobrang mabait yun sabi mo diba? hehe... huwell it doesn't matter..basta ang gusto ko lang maging happy ka and hindi ka na iiyak...o diba dito na kita kinausap?haha kase hindi pa naman tau pwede magusap sa fone,pero sana dumating rin ung time na pwede na tayo magkwentuhan, chismisman, daldalan,etc.. mejo matagal pa siguro un,pero mangyayari rin un dba?dba?dba? ahaha aun,you will always have a special place in my heart and you know that... thank you... God bless tol!! and goodluck sa new "mom" mo and sa grandma mo,kaya yan...aja! haha

"you meet someone, and you just click. you have the same ideas about life. you don't even have to finish your sentences, because the person already knows what you mean." - starting from square two by caren lissner

And ikaw naman... oo ikaw nga,nakakainis ka na ah... nakaka miss ka na alam mo ba un?? haha nabura nga pala kita sa contacts ko sa multiply,sa sobrang inis ko dati... dati lang naman,la na un.. ge, be safe always!!

Nakakainis yung you tube.. inaayos ba un ngaun? bat nabura ung ibang episodes ng princess hours.. hindi ko pa tapos.. ahuhu

Baka dun muna ko magsstay sa sta mesa,few days before the oathtaking,kelangan mag beauty rest..haha pag andito ko sa DA lagi akong puyat eh.. haha

turkey

2007-01-20T23:58:00.000-08:00

whew!! sobrang buchog ako!! juz got home from a turkish party.. haha hirap talaga pag pumupunta ka sa party na very few ang guest,pero super dami ng food,napaparami ang kain ko!!ahahaha kaya hindi pa ko pwede matulog.. watch muna ko princess hours sa you tube... osha... nytie everyone! :)

rn

2007-01-15T03:05:00.000-08:00

yahoooo!!!! RN na ko! :)

thank you papa Jesus and St. Claire!

Thanks ren sa lahat ng nagpray for me and my twinsis! Love you guys!:)

Im sooooooooooooooooooooo happpppppyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! weeeeeheeeeeeee!!!:)

2007

2007-01-12T00:05:00.000-08:00

happy? almost but not quite... harhar :)

i love my mom's potato salad!!! yum yum!!!!
i love watching princess hours!:)

My 2006 was full of surprises,unexpected events and good memories to cherish for a lifetime.. I hope my year 2007 would be the same,im even hoping that it would be a lot better. Hehe i'll work on that..

So,kamusta na ba ko?hmmm....

family- still the same.. Ang hirap talaga pag hindi magkasundo ang family ng parents mo.. bahala na si Lord.. Basta ako,i always make sure na ok ang relationship ko with my mom and relatives from mom's side...and also with my dad,and our relatives from dad's side... Everybody says complicated ang situation and set up namen right now(coz magkahiwalay ng house ung parents ko).. But for me,it's how we view things naman, and it's how we deal with the situation.. Kaya ako,ok lang saken,basta happy ung people around me,happy na ren ako.. As i always say,life is too short, so why should i dwell on life's imperfections diba..Life goes on! keep up the faith and think positive! aja! aja! haha

lovelife- uh oh...haha... still single.. but definitely enjoying things,or should i say persons(?haha) that's coming my way... haaayyy... basta..andaming nangyayari na super hindi ko ineexpect mangyari.. haha basta... love!love!love!love! much much love!! ahahaha

career- wala pang results ung board.. but im planning on applying na for work,maybe next week... hehe kahit anong work,basta work.. to keep myself busy, and start providing for my family...

social life- 100% happy with my friends!!! dum dee dum dee dum dee dum.. haha

health- hmmm....ok naman...hehe

for you: tnx 4 coming back in2 my life :)

nonstop booze nights..

2006-12-15T23:19:00.000-08:00

NOVEMBER 15 to 16
-me,nix,ann,knet,lindy
-mcdo qave.tagaytay.batangas.don antonio.select.
-10pm to 10pm the next day

NOVEMBER17TO18
-me,nix,ann,lindy
-ministop pureza.pentagon.yes morayta.antipolo.nahuli ng police.cloudnine.airport.mcdo morayta.pentagon.
-530pm t0 9am the next day

NOVEMBER 27TO28
-me,nix,ann,maniya
-7/11 pureza.antipolo.cloudnine.pancit canton.batangas.giniling.stopover.inantok ann.stopover.picture.bulalo.pureza.
-11pm to 2pm the next day

DECEMBER 5TO6
-me,nix,ann,katre,empay,maniya,van
-7/11 pureza.select.yakisoba.antipolo.mendiola.sta mesa.
-1130pm to 9am the next day

DECEMBER 6TO7
-me,kenet,nix,ann,maniya,katre
-gateway.maniya's place.knet's place.

DECEMBER 9TO10
-me,katre,ann,nix
-7/11 pureza.supermarket.columbia condo.ann's revelations.hangover.nakabangga si ann ng patrol.tulala ako(shet!haha).sta mesa
-11pm to 3pm the next day

ahaha obvious ba tinatamad ako magkwento..haha next time na lang..
uhm..mis ko na ikaw..oo ikaw nga!haha kala mo lang hinde pero oo oo oo!haha

breakk

2006-11-22T21:18:00.000-08:00

Blog breeeaaaakkkkk... :)

mugen

2006-11-13T20:02:00.000-08:00

*singing* reunited and it feels so good!!!

November 11-12 2006
8 pm- birthday/despidida/reunion ni laureen sa haus niya sa northview..grabe andaming nagpunta..t'was super fun talaga!!haha minor reunion ng dilimanians batch 2006. :) pos ung mga super miss ko pa na tao andun..kakagulat..haha super unexpected.. kaka-sad lang kase aalis na naman si laureen,pero she'll be back daw by june..yipee!!

1am- with nica,lindy,ann...original plan-pumunta sa wake ng tita ni ann,pero nagka-prob w/ keni's rents kaya hindi natuloy,umuwi na sha..then nagpunta si ann and lindy sa house ni laureen..pos stayed sa house pa ren ni laureen(actually nagpunta lang dun si lindy and ann para manuod ng til i met you!hahaha).metrowalk.inuman sa mugen.select.slept sa car.carwash.savemore. hahaha tinatamad na kong magkwento..basta masaya..it brings back a lot of good and not so good mem'riz.. :)

...

2006-11-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

i miss you....:(

i hope you're ok now...

toni

2006-10-31T11:47:00.000-08:00

We saw toni & luis sa megamall,nagshoo2t ata sila for crazy4u..gusto ko sila kase parang napaka natural nila on and off screen..unlike other showbiz personalities na obviously nagttry lang magpaka-nice infront of other people..

the best talaga ang review sa pentagon,feeling ko kahit hindi ako pumasa hindi ko ireregret na dun ako nagreview kase nageenjoy naman ako,and andami kong natutunan..haha..andaming kalokohan pero may sense naman..eto,pag may nag-attempt na saksakin kayo,pos hindi na talaga kayo makakatakas,pag sa chest ka sasaksakin,offer your right chest kase pag sa left,andun ung heart mo(w/c means u have greater risks of dying),pos pag sa abdomen part ka naman sasaksakin,offer your left abdomen,kase sa right andun ung liver mo..the best talaga ang mga vaklush!ahaha magagaling na magturo,magaling magmotivate,magaling pa magpatawa!hindi boring promise!(ung mga graduating students dun na kau magreview!:>)kase ung way ng pagtuturo nila,ung tipong kahet tumanda ka na maaalala mo pa ren kase may kahalong joke..steady lang..hindi ka maprepressure at mababaliw kaka-aral..sakto lang..haha pure knowledge no leakage!hahaha ewan ko nga bat sila sinasama dun sa leakage issue,out of thousands of emaninees last June,two students lang ang nagreklamo against them,they didn't pass kase..sa pentagon sila nagreview..nakakatawa pa kase ang pinapakita nilang evidence ng leakage na binigay daw ng pentagon is ung blue book..haha very controversial blue book..eh ung blue book na tinutukoy nila,un ung parang notebook/logbook ng mga security guard,nirecommend lang ni Sir Luansing na ganung notebook ang gamitin ng mga students para hindi mawala ang mapunit punit,kase pag yellow pad lang gagamitin pwede mawala diba?and pag spring ntbk pwede reng mapunit..haha nakakatawa..so asan na ung dalawang students na nagreklamo?wala na,nagtatago na..Sir Luansing(reviewer namen sa Pa-lmr),is now the appointed president of the alliance of review centers here in the philippines..hindi daw kase magkasundo sundo ang ibang review centers,wala silang tiwala sa isa't isa..haha kaya siguro sha ang na-appoint,lupet!haha..aun,nagkakagulo na talaga..ung board exam last june na ata ung pinakamaruming board exam ever..5 set kase ung exam,100 items each set..pero hindi 1point each ang pagchecheck, .20 per item..so magtataka ka talaga kase 60% nung nagtake last june,puro flat 75% ang nakuha sa lahat ng set..that's very impossible right? .20 per item tapos 75 ang score mo sa 5 set,as in flat 75?..haaayyy...ano un,drawlots kung sino ang papasa and hinde?this is what money could do talaga...blessing na ren pala na hindi ako nakapagtake nung june...hehe pero the best talaga ung mga badash na reviewer namen,may bubbles and spotlight effect pa!hahaha kookology!naeexcite na nga ko sa grand final coaching,madonna vs shakira!ahahahaha laughtrip na naman eto... baka sa exam tumawa lang ako ng tumawa ah,wala na kong maalala sa mga nireview ko..*knocked on wood 3x* wag naman sana lord..haha :)

my sister lost her 2 cellphones..napaka-saklap nun..dalawa pa..hindi man lang nagtira ng isa ung kumuha..bahala na sa kanya si lord..naniniwala ako sa BAD KARMA!ahahahaha :)

from Sir Jerome: alam niyo ba na sa bawat pray niyo ng holy mary,may isang soul sa purgatory na makakaakyat na kay Mama Mary tapos siya naman ung magprapray for you? :)

nestle creamery

2006-10-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

dinner date with kei and nix,pos humabol pa si keni and ann @nestle creamery.. i didn't know na meron palang nageexist na ganung resto, sa loob kase sha ng compound ng nestle factory,so hindi mashadong expose..sabi ni kei meron den daw ganun ung san miguel beer factory..ang cute ng place,pos ung mga waiter bigla na lang sumasayaw,"chocolate" ata ung naabutan nameng dance nila.. then ung menu nila,ay MENU pala,ahahaha,huge pare!anlake sobra,hahahaha!parang kasing size na nung table,im not kidding!promise!haha astig nga eh..aun,light lang ung dinner ko,bumawi ako sa dessert..delicioso!promise!

bjouns

2006-10-08T13:48:00.000-07:00

b'jouns

(glai,lj,tiff,april,nix,keni)

my current status-single and lovin it!you flirt with me,sorry but i wont flirt back..im happy at the moment and not looking for someone whom i can share that happiness with..i will never wait for that SOMEONE,i know it will just happen in God's perfect time..so you!yes you!contented now?told ya i can move on without having someone to replace that missing part in my heart..so just move on and be happy with your life..life is too short dude!

im having lotsa lotsa fun at pentagon..para akong nasa review and nasa comedy bar at the same time..hindi boring!weehee!

sir jerome: "im on a seafood diet..when i see food i eat food." ahahahaha!

just a thought

2006-09-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

hmmmm...naisip ko lang..baket kaya ganun?pag asa byahe ka,pag papunta pa lang,parang anlayo layo,pos parang antagal tagal ng byahe..pero pag pauwi na parang ambilis bilis lang,diba diba diba?la lang...NONSENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahahahaha

lowryn

2006-09-26T18:54:00.000-07:00

Laureen's finally back!welcome home laureen!wow after 6 long years,i can't believe you're finally back!Ano na kaya hitsura mo?excited na kong makita ka,there's a lot of catching up to do,though we always talk on the phone naman,iba pa ren pag personally divuh?!weehee!i miss you big time dear!and shempre excited na ren akong makuha pasalubong ko!hahaha

Rj and Yeng

They are my reason for watching Pinoy Dream Academy. I believe that they're gonna make it on the top. Im really amaze on how fast they can compose songs. Ang asteeg pa ng mga songs nila.

Do you hate it when you haven't done anything productive within the day? Ako i really really hate it. Ayoko nung mafefeel ko na napakawalang kwenta ko.. Ayoko ren nung wala akong nagawang productive sa loob ng isang araw. Feeling ko napakawalang kwenta ko at andami kong sinasayang na oras. And i've been feeling that way for like 2 to 3 days now. Gusto ko ng gumising,kase parang natutulog lang ako at hindi nagfufunction at all..C'mon Tiff!Get up!There's a lot of things to do and enjoy!Life is too short beybeh!

pentagon

2006-09-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

Hellerrr...so nu ba mga nangyayare saken lately?hmm..la naman..im busy relaxing..ahahaha..chillin'...and going out with good friends and not so good friends..haha..tomorrow's gonna be the start of my review at pentagon..yes im back to school..well not literally back to school but back to school mode..back to serious mode..and back to reality..haha do i really hafta take that freaking board exam?ugh..yes,I know i have to..

Anyway,last Thursday,hinatid ako ng mom ko sa haus sa sta mesa,around 930pm,my dad was home alone at the house that time,so I knocked on the door once..then twice...thrice..hanggang sa nanakit na kamay ko kaka-katok coz i knocked for like gazillion times na.. then kinabahan na ko..kase usually nagigising naman kagad dad ko to open the door..and hindi pa mashadong late that time..and I know he's waiting for me so hindi pa matutulog un..It took us around 30 minutes I guess..banging the door..shouting..calling my dad..then..when he finally opened the door..oh my goodness my tears started pouring like rain..sobrang naiyak talaga ko..my dad is hypertensive..suffered a mild stroke way back..and has colon cancer..so there's no reason for me to stay calm and relaxed at that time(nung hindi niya pa inoopen ung door)...I was really worried teleguh...ang sarap na pala ng tulog niya kase hindi daw sha nakatulog the other night..phew!

Right now I super like the song "love come down",...ung version ng sunset daze(tama ba?haha,basta hindi ung orig version)..ooohhh I love it!

*Baby you make my love come down
Oh you make my love come down
Make it come all the way down
Oh you make my love come down*

dutzy

2006-08-23T14:08:00.000-07:00

since dutzy tagged me..hihi..

1. Emphasize all lines that apply to you.
2. Tag five more people after you finish, complete with links to their sites.
3. Let the person you've tagged KNOW that they've been tagged, for Pete's sake.

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder.
I'm short. (5'2 lang ako hallerr..)
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer. (sometimes lang,i have low heat tolerance kase,pero katamad naman maglakwatsa pag tagulan)
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent. (reasonably...)
I'm attracted to girls. (i do admire pretty and intelligent girls)
I'm attracted to boys. (shempre,hindi naman ako manhater noh..harhar)
I like British accents. (katuwa)
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.(ahm...)
I do drugs. (no way!)
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night. (haha nung bata pa ko..)
I'm religious.
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive. (i tend to be impulsive sometimes)
I'm hardworking.
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind".
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History. (nung higschool,oha!tandang tanda ko pa..ahaha)
I speak more than two languages. (a bit of nihongo)
I enjoy taking pictures. (veeryy much!!!)
I like spending money on myself. (ayokong tinitipid ang sarili ko..kuripot ako sa ibang tao..haha)
I like spending money on others. (sa special someone pwede..)
I have a regular income. (wish ko lang..)
I earn money on a job-by-job basis. (jobless nga eh..haha)
I pay my own bills.
I rely on my parents for money. (most of the time,pero i have my own savings na ren naman)
I can cook. (wag nang itanong kung ano kaya kong lutuin..haha)
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears. ("hit me baby one more time" ahahaha)
I have heard of Blonde Redhead. (hus dat?)
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious. (i go for comfort)
I have good taste.
People tell me I have good taste. (harhar)
I excel academically. (nung elem,counted ba un?haha)
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I'm good at sports. (how i wish..)
I'm good at certain sports.
I couldn't do sports to save my life. (huh?)
I'm creative. (im soo tamad magisip..haha)
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset. (kahit hindi ako upset malakas ako kumain..haha..hindi halata)
I cannot adapt to change.
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted. (im innocent!c mark de guia ang may kagagawan..haha)
I download MP3s.
I've done underage drinking. (socially)
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla. (eeeeww)
I can sing.
I sing like someone stepped on my foot. (hahahaha)
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal. (since highschool)
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy. (chismax!)
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls. (mas gusto ko ung hindi mashadong corny at patweetums,ndi pa-impress,pero not that bad naman)
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry.
I'm interesting. (haha nagbuhat ng sariling bangko)
I'm a good liar. (haha,pag kinakailangan lang naman)
People enjoy talking to me. (i think so..hahaha feeling!)
I annoy people from time to time. (isa lang fave kong asarin,haha)
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching. (felching??)
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish.
I watch "Sex and the City".
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I wanna be J.Lo. (hoks lang,para sexy..hahaha..)
I cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport.
I'm photogenic. (err...hahaha)
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds. (swing!)
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favourite color is pink. (nung bata pa ko)
My favourite color is black. (and white)
I would classify myself as emo.
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops. (sssoooo much!)
I know what monogamy is...
...and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling/s.
My sibling/s annoy me.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE. (who doesn't?)

Tag: everybody!:)

bye 21

2006-08-19T15:30:00.000-07:00

belated happy birthday rea!!!and congrats na ren for passing the controversial board exam!!haha you're the best Ms. genius!!!
tss..ang sama ng wake up call saken yesterday...shina texted me that mavic's dad just passed away..tsk..it scares me a lot pag may nalalaman akong namamatayan ng dad..coz i really dread the day that i'll be the one texting my friends telling them that "guys,wala na dad ko,he's in heaven na"....argh!!!!yah i know there's nothing to be afraid of,coz it is God's will,pero the simple thought would really make me cry...

My mom went to her ob gyne yesterday..and..during the breast exam..the doctor felt a lump on her left breast..haay..now i dont want to expound on this anymore..im tired na..from my dad's illness pa lang andami ko ng sinasabi..now i'll just leave it all up to God..It's his life we're living anyway..think positive na lang lage..aja!aja!hahahaha

anyway,you,yes you!nabasa ko na ung letter,can't help but tear up a bit..but that's life..I believe God would make it easier for us..always take care..Goodluck sa finals niyo..(ooppss...bigla ka pa nagcall sa landline,and i wasn't even able to say buh-bye,sorry,nanikip kase dibdib ko)...

galle with kenny

2006-08-15T18:26:00.000-07:00

I had a movie date with kenny and kei yesterday.We watched Sukob at galleria.Na-late pa nga ako kase sinamahan ko pa si nix bumili ng fan sa ever,sorry guys!Anyway,about the movie,naintriga kase ko dun sa title ng movie coz i didn't know na meron palang ganung word(sukob),now i know na the meaning of sukob..haha..sabi nga ni augie"sukob ang kasal mo" ahahaha...mejo corny ung movie(oh well what do we expect from a Filipino horror movie??),but nevertheless it was very entertainingly horrifying,as in maraming pang-gulat na scenes..haha..ayun,we bought food lang sa bk,then headed to the cinemas,yun na ung chicha(food) namen sa loob ng moviehouse..akalain mong pwede pa lang makakain ng spaghetti sa loob ng napakadilim na sinehan ng hindi nadudumihan ung suot mo?haha...joke lang kei!peace!eh kase ang messy nun diba?you wouldn't know baka paglabas ng moviehouse ang dami ng spot ng sauce sa shirt mo..haha..oh well..si kei lang may kaya nun..haha..so back to the movie..ansarap pala manuod ng movie pag tatlo kayo pos ikaw yung asa gitna..haha..kesa sa gilid ka pos wala kang katabi sa kabilang side..hahaha..peace kenny,kei!!haha

anyhoo,after ng movie,nagstroll lang kame sa mall(wtf stroll?ganun talaga pag jobless!haha)..Kenny had to leave before 8 kaya umuwi kame ng maaga..

kelan ba hihinto ang tag-ulan?PAGASA predicted that there would be 10 more typhoon to come before the rainy season ends...huhu..

*i wish i have a million bucks*

sukob

2006-08-08T16:40:00.000-07:00

lapit na kameng mag-open ng isa pang computer shop/internet cafe,kaya we're kinda busy right now..magkakaron na ng Twinster Commonwealth branch..weehee!!pag naging okay un kame na magmamanage ni nix ng dalawang shop coz gusto na ren magpahinga ng mom ko and magchill na lang sa office niya..haha..shempre graduate na mga anak niya..if that's the case,i need not to work anymore..is that a hooray for me??haha..still don't know..shempre gusto ko ren ma-experience mag work like nix..pero depende pa ren lahat sa magiging result ng board exam sa december,and sa magiging outcome ng new business..plus i do believe in the saying that "you just follow your heart and you could never go wrong"...:)

Angel: "It was a bright afternoon out in front of your school. You walked down the steps. And I loved you."
Buffy:"Why?"
Angel:"'Cause I could see your heart. You held it before you for everyone to see.And i worried that it would be bruised or torn. And more than anything in my life I wanted to keep it safe, to warm it with my own."
Buffy:"That's beautiful,or taken literally,incredibly gross."
Angel:"I was just thinking that, too"
-Sarah Michelle Gellar and David Boreanaz on the episode "Helpless" from Buffy the Vampire Slayer

la lng

2006-08-04T17:32:00.000-07:00

halu!!!just so you know,i didn't update not because i was busy, but because i was lazy to.. harhar..had a blast last saturday,it was my birthday,didn't have any party or whatever coz nix(my twinsis) had to go to work,but we had fun nonetheless.then last sunday,got to celebrate our birthday again with some of my relatives..geeezzz,is this for real?!!haha im a 21 years old lady now,trapped in a 16 years old body and..mind??hahaha

kenneth(my ym buddy),sorry if i made you tear up yesterday..but it's all good naman right?!para isang iyakan na lang diba?darating den ang moment mo..haha..then you can sing "this is the moment"..ahahaha..ge,galle tayo next week..:)

tom bday

2006-07-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

tomorrow pa birthday ko pero andami nang nag-greet,meron na reng nagbigay ng gift..haha..love it!!!thanks guys!!!

i hope someone would open up to me very soon...haha..alam mo kung sino ka..ahahaha..basta ang alam ko pa lang..si mystery chuva ay taga teacher's village,matalino,tall,nagooffice sa ortigas...hmmm...

ulan

2006-07-26T17:41:00.000-07:00

im just here sa house..everyday umuulan..been reading books,busy running errands for mom&dad,ansarap lagi matulog,but then i realized na mas ok pala pag maaraw,kase pag umuulan nakakatamad maglakwatsa.. haha.. almost 5days ren akong hindi nagonline,antagal nun ah..boohoo..i miss friendster, blogger, multiply, yahoo, youtube,etc.. hindi pa pala ko addict sa internet,kase natitiis ko pang hindi maginternet..weehee!!!

anyway,it feels great talking to special persons from your past..really..ang sarap ng feeling..coz after everything that happened,they've remain special to me..may mga tao kase na sa sobrang bad ng past nila they just opted to forget everything about it and just treat it as a nightmare..but for me,it feels great that i still get to talk to the special persons from my past..yes the feelings may not be there anymore and im sure of that,but they would remain special,coz they left a mark in my life that i would keep for the rest of my life...eeehhh..cheesy huh??!!.. haha..im just being true to myself..coz diba,kahet anong gawin mo,yes you can treat
your ex's just like how you treat other people but you can never see him/her the way you see other people,coz that person is once a "somebody" in your life..not just anybody,right?haha labo..basta ako gets ko..

board exam

2006-07-21T18:26:00.000-07:00

results are finally out..whew!nakahinga na ng maluwag ang mga nagtake ng nursing board..heehee!congrats to those who passed!!yihee!!registered nurses!!!the greatest dream of every nursing student!!im so proud of you guys!!we're next!!geeesshh...it feels like december's board is fast approaching..kaka-pressure itech!!haha!!i shouldn't be really that happy coz i also have friends who didn't pass..for me naman it's just a matter of right timing,faith,knowledge and luck!yes,luck!!!timing-kase pag hindi ka pa talaga meant to be na maging nurse,it means that you need to study more,kulang pa ung knowledge..you're not yet prepared. faith-naniniwala ba kayo na pag nag-offer ng egg kay st.clara matutupad lahat ng wishes mo regarding exams,just like the nursing board exam?a lot of people can attest to that..haha..kaya naniniwala ako dun,plus if you keep on being nega all the time,as in ang iniisip mo lang eh you wouldn't make it,then hindi ka talaga papasa,think positive!but dont expect.. knowledge-shempre kung walang knowledge,walang power...nyork!nyork!haha.. Luck-talking about the lucky ones!!ung mga magagaling manghula ng tamang sagot!haha!!hinde,seriously may mga friends ako na hindi nagreview sa mga review centers pero they passed..meron ren akong kilala na hindi naman talaga nagseseryoso sa kanilang studies pero the did pass..see???it's just a matter of ...everything???haha...basta perfect combination of everything..haha aja!aja!!fighting spirit my gawd!!defense mechanism na ata ito???haha..kaka-kaba talaga eh..cant help but think na what if walang Go,Ma.Tiffany Loraine Escala sa list ng mga pumasa sa board sa December...waaahhh!!!erase!erase!erase the nega thoughts!!haha...

huuuiii kenny's back in the blogging world!!welcome back sis!!

2006-07-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

i had a dinner date with nix,mau,will&company at oj's in eastwood.after eating dinner,drunk a bit lang coz nix was in a hurry kase may orientation pa sha ng 3am..had fun though..i didn't expect that rivermaya would be there,it just so happen that they have a free gig that night and im lucky enough to be there and be able to hear their music live and see them upclose..haha..after their gig the rain started pouring so sumilong sila malapit dun sa table namen,oha!hihi,coz we were seating outside oj's..then hanggang sa umalis kame andun pa ren sila,nagiinuman ata,or eat lang..we left the place at around 11pm,too early..haha c nix kase eh..:)

2006-06-29T15:07:00.000-07:00

GUYS,
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goodluck! :)
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las palmas

2006-06-28T19:00:00.000-07:00

las palmas

nag-overnight kame nila glai,kenny and kei sa las palmas hotel last saturday..actually proxy lang ni annica si kei..haha..nagcheck in kame 5pm then lumabas muna kame for a while to buy food sa rob place manila..when we got back sa hotel,a few minutes later foncham arrived,so nagstay muna kame ni glai and kei sa lobby because kenny and foncham had to talk..after 10 minutes bumalik na kame sa room,then foncham left na..so balik na naman sa senti mode si kenny,which is by the way the main reason why we had to meet up and bond,para damayan si kenny sa kanyang heart breaking relationship which didn't quite end well,for her..and shempre hindi mawawala ang picture galore ever..haha..so after dinner,inuman na,we had tequila and strong ice that night,uhhh,booze moments..haha..hindi kame dapat matutulog kaya lang mejo tinamaan kameng lahat kaya nakatulog kame kagad ng around 1 am,pos we woke up at around 5 am,tulog ulet pos nagising ng 8am pos nagbreakfast na..instant noodles and chicken..then kwentuhan/chismisan/lambingan/bonding/dramahan,around 11am na kame nagprepare to check out..pos saktong 1pm na kame nakababa.. haha!overtime!:)

shout out for kei: lumelevel up ka na ah!haha
for kenny:thanks for the pasalubong from hk!love it!

quiapo adventure

2006-06-23T19:36:00.000-07:00

nbi clearance

to those who'll be getting their nbi clearance,it would be a lot better to get one in quiapo branch,just beside quiapo church..this goes out especially to those who's residing in quezon city..pag jan kase kayo kumuha sa city hall,grabe,as in super to the highest level ang haba ng pila kahit maaga pa lang..pero a friend told me na pag hapon na daw pumunta dun onti na lang ung tao..so kayo bahala,pero kung gusto niyo aircon,dun kayo sa quiapo..haha..

anyway,ang hirap pala pag ung parents mo,you know,they're just trying to keep/save the relationship just for the sake of their children..and it's harder pala when you're already mature enough to understand the situation,like me,saka pa magdedecide ung parents mo to separate ways..akala ko kase before,nung bata pa ko,ang swerte ko na kase kahit na hindi okay ung relationship ng parents ko atleast they still manage to stay together..but as time goes by,lalong nagiging mahirap for the both of them..and akala ko den dati mas kawawa ung mga bata pa pos naghiwalay na yung parents nila,kase shempre lalaki silang hindi kumpleto ung family nila..but it's only now that ive realized na hindi pala totoo un..kase atleast pag bata ka pa,you're still building your life diba?parang,there's really no big adjustment to make,kase you're still young..so habang lumalaki ka you easily get use to living with only 1 parent..pero pag you're a young adult na like me,and biglang magdedecide ung parents mo to separate ways,it's very hard..kase you're already used sa kung ano mang life meron ka,pos biglang magbabago ung set up..you're old enough to feel the burden and the pain brought by the situation..ang hirap,pero at the same time there's this some kinda feeling of relief kase i know that they've been trying to save the relationship for a long time now..

2006-06-13T18:54:00.000-07:00

balut

we were supposed to take the night away in a hotel last night,but lj couldn't make it coz she's saving up for something,while glaiza woke up really late na kase pinagluto daw sha ng mom nya the other night kaya napagod sha,and with that,kenny and i were left with absolutely no idea if we'd still gonna push through with the plans,since all of us didn't really get the chance to talk with each other the night before,so we just decided to move it on the 24th just to be sure that all of us can make it.

anyhoo,last night nung nagpa-gas kame,right timing kase may nagtitinda ng balut,eh since matagal na kameng hindi nakakakain nun,kaya un buy kame kagad ni nix,when we reached the balut vendor,i was really shocked coz meron shang cerebral palsy(It is a permanent physical condition that affects movement causing activity limitation ),well hindi naman first time kong makakita ng ganun kase daming ganun sa hospital pero i cant believe that a person with cerebral palsy can actually walk on his own in the dangerous streets of manila..he could still utter words kahit hindi mashadong clear,so un,inabot nya saken ung lalagyan so shempre gets ko na ako kukuha ng balut...nagulat lang talaga ko,my sister and i were really quiet lang hanggang sa inabot nya na ung change namen.. a lot of things started running on my mind,like san kaya sha uuwi?pano sha uuwi?pano sha nabubuhay?baket sha pinapabayaan magisa?and all that...but i didn't have the courage to ask him all those questions..super na-sad lang ako..coz obviously he's really having a hard time talking and moving around..my goodness,he's so inspiring..i hope God would always shelter him with his mighty hands para he's always safe and sound. .attached down here is a picture of a person with cerebral palsy..pero hindi sha ung balut vendor ha,obviously..

naguusap kame ng dad ko last night, pinapangaralan niya ko,i kept quiet the whole time coz everytime i get to have a heart to heart talk with him,more often than not i would always end up crying,that's why i opted to remain silent na lang..sa lahat ng sinabi niya that time,only one sentence was stuck on my mind,and will not probably leave my mind for a long time,and that's when he said that "he's near to his death"...perhaps it's a premonition or something?ugh..*knocked on wood 3x*..i couldn't help but cry coz he's actually the reason behind every sacrifice and hard work that we're doing right now..and lahat ng dreams and goals ko is actually for him.i,together with my sister and mom considers him as our inspiration to go on with our everyday life,make the most out of the very short time God has given us,and to persevere more for a better future...huhuhu...stop na,i might cry...

advance happy father's day to your dad's,my fellow bloghistas!

brownout

2006-06-02T19:13:00.000-07:00

Never mind

argh..kamusta naman ung anhaba na ng natype ko then biglang nagbrownout..haha..saya diba?grr...

i miss going to school..seeing my schoolmates..laughing at our professor's corny jokes..case studies..power point presentations..research..INTERNSHIP..graveyard shift..silly classmates..breaktime which is the fave time..adorable professors..crushes..taking pictures during classes..mock interviews..clinical instructors..jotting down notes..sleeping during class hours..seminars..laboratory..white uniform..itchy stockings..going home late from school..monday to sunday classes..fx ride..texting during class hours..nclex..still up in wee hours of the morning bcoz of studying..mimicking our classmates and prof..friendly guard..transfer from one building to another..library..review..memorize..cram..

ugh!i just miss my college days!haha..yah i know it's too early coz i just graduated last april..or is it because im just bored with my life right now,huh?..tss..whatever..

but i sooo love doing nothing..haha..labo..

kimerald

2006-05-27T11:58:00.000-07:00

kimerald

awww...sweetness...they're makin me miss my highschool days..haha... ick! kiddo...:) haha!

job

2006-05-22T16:24:00.000-07:00

ASA PA..

haha asa pa tayo na magbago ung mga mmda naten..anlalakas pa ren mangotong..lech..haha..last night..while my mom was driving, we're on our way home,sa may bandang quezon avenue na kame,ung bandang mrt station,magtuturn right dapat,eh na-late sa pagliko ung mom ko,dun siya nakaliko sa lane ng public vehicle,so pinastop kame ng mmda,then dalawa silang lumapit:

mom:sorry hindi kase kame tagarito sinundo ko lang mga anak ko

mmda1:eh maam bale pang public vehicle lang po itong nilikuan niyo,dun po sa kabila ung private vehicles,bale may traffic violation ho kayo

mom:kaya nga eh hindi ko alam hindi ko kase kabisado dito hindi naman kame taga rito,gutom na gutom pa kame sinundo ko lang anak ko

mmda2:maam kunin ho namen lisensya niyo

mom:eh baka hindi niyo na isoli e

mmda2:hindi ho hindi ho,akina ho

(then pagkakuha sa mom ko binigay niya sa mmda1 ung license sabay exit)

mom:boss sensha na talaga baka pwede pagusapan na lang naten to bibigyan na lang kita

mmda1:eh maam kame ho ok lang sa ganyan kung pagusapan na lang kaso lang maam mahirap na ho baka may sabit ho tayo jan mahirap na po

mom:hindi hindi walang problema sige na bibigyan na lang kita

mmda1:eh mam kayo ho bahala basta hindi ho namen kayo pinipilit ha kusang loob niyo ho yan kayo ho nagbibigay niyan

mom:oo oo

(nung una 20 lang sana bibigay ng mom ko eh sabi ko baka hindi tanggapin un gawin niyang 100,eh ayaw ng mom ko,50 lang kinuha niya)

mmda1:maam iipit niyo na lang ho dito (ticketbook)

(sabay sole ng license sa mom ko)

mom:sige salamat

mmda1:sige maam

(mom closes the window)

ako:tara na dali dali!!baka pag nakitang 50 lang un patigilin tayo ulet!buti na lang pinaipit!hahahaha

pos kwento ng tita ko,nung kasama niya naman daw ung friend niya,eh one way ung daan pos dun dumaan ung friend nya,edi nahuli sila pinahinto sila ng mmda,pos sabi nung friend niya na nagdrdrive "ay pwede ba wag mo kong abalahin hinahabol ko ung nang swindle sa aken tabi jan tabi jan" pos sabi ng mmda "ay o sige po sige po sensha na "..hahaha...palusot!hahaha

anyways,nagpunta kameng sm mall of asia last saturday,ang ganda..haha shempre bago..well sana lang hindi sha maging ganun ka-crowded like the other sm malls..:)

moms

2006-05-15T19:32:00.000-07:00

happy mom's day!

May 14

i just stayed at home. And while my mom was out having her mani & pedi done, I was busy doing a personalized card for her, haha, yah i know it's a kiddo thing but since i wasn't able to buy her a gift and since she practically have everything she wants coz she went shopping last saturday(as a gift for herself), i just thought of giving her something handmade, and something na pinagisipan talaga bawat details... and yun nga, out of the "tira-tirang" materials from my scrapbook project, ginawa ko yung simple card pos hinabaan ko na lang yung naka-attach na letter, a letter that contains pretty much everything i wanted to tell her, about the quali exam, why i opted to take the december board, why i feel down because of my dad, you know, such things that i can't tell her personally...

i love the new band, SITTI(band nga ba un?or solo artist?),aun, haha para saken lang new sila pero i think hindi ata kase the first time i saw them on tv yesterday,they already have a gold record award..ang charming nung lead vocalist nila, lagi pa shang naka-smile,ang lambing ng boses, kaya tingin ko yun yung magpapasikat sa kanila, im pretty sure they'll make it on top!

rainy

2006-05-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

it's rainy season once again!woo-hoo!!more time to spend sleeping!!haha but not for me!!i'll be looking for a temporary job with my friends para walang sayang ng time..saka na ko magbabakasyon,i still have almost 6 months before magstart ung review for the board exam on december..pag hindi ako nakahanap ng work,i'll just help my mom put up another business,but i prefer to work,para feeling independent,haha...

argh..

2006-05-11T17:36:00.000-07:00

im okay.

i didn't pass the quali exam..argh..i feel so bobo..or should i say "lazy"..yeah that's a more appropriate term..onti na lang..as in onti na lang papasa na ko..pinakita kase scores namen sa 5 sets..geezz...if only...if only sineryoso ko ung pagaaral...haaay...no one to blame but myself...still in denial stage,sorry...but somehow a part of me is already accepting the fact that IM NOT YET READY to take the board exam this June that's why i failed..oh yes,that could be the only reason...coz if im ready,God will surely allow me to take it,but he didn't,i failed the preboard exam so it only means that im not ready yet..what i have in my mind is not yet enough to call me a registered nurse..need to study more..need more preparation..and get rid of my most destructive habit---worry...i worry too much..dapat relax lang..yeah..chill lang para mas focus...haha..ok..right now,i must find a work or help my mom put up another business..and practice my driving(ok that's the only exciting part haha)...i dont wanna be a bum...sa august pa ung review for the next board exam,i still have 3 months..i need to do something...

whew

2006-05-08T17:27:00.000-07:00

whew!

tapos na ung preboard...haaayy..bahala na..if i passed edi good,if i don't edi hindi pa ko ready magtake ng board exam this june...

anyway,brenda,the new pbb housemate,seems cool & really interesting...may pagka-psychic pa sha..haha..i just don't know if the other housemates will take it that way too..baka kase ung iba magfreak out or they'll probably think that she's kinda weird you know...coz she can read minds & heart..nahulaan niya nga ung birthday ni jamilla,she just asked jamilla to shout it in her mind,pos nahulaan niya na,how cool is that huh?!but i think she's not happy with her psychic ability..sana God will guide her with that and God didn't gave it to her without a purpose naman diba?so sana she'll accept it as God's wonderful & unique blessing para she'll be completely happy na..

belated happy birthday julie baby!!

new

2006-05-01T13:13:00.000-07:00

lapit na pre-board/qualifying exam namen..geesshhh...super nakaka-kaba...pag hindi ako nakapasa dun sa december pa ko pwedeng magtake ng board exam...ugh!im dead...ayokong tumambay for that long...pwede na kaya akong magwork kahit la pa ko license?hope so...ugh..think positive tiff!!!

naloloka na ko sa pagaayos ng prc form ko,andami ko pang kulang na details..lapit na deadline..kaka-sad naman ung paglabas ni aldred sa big brother house,feeling ko kase sobrang bigat nung dinadala niya,parang ang bata bata niya pa pos andami niya ng iniisip na prob,i like him kase he's a very deep person,naawa lang ako sa kanya kase dahil sa dami ng prob niya hindi niya na-eenjoy ung teenage life niya,sayang..pos nung paglabas niya,kala ko i'll see that big smile on his face na nung makita niya family niya,pero la paren eh..sayang hindi siya nagtagal sa pbb house,dami ko pa sana gusto malaman about him,pareho kase kame eh,hindi demonstrative when it comes to feelings and emotions..ick!corny!haha...anyway,happy birthday to my sexy girl Friend,april!!!

2006-04-28T17:17:00.000-07:00

april 22, '06
nagswimming kame sa condo ni mitch, sa dakota...im with kenny, glai, kei, nix & shin.. lj baket hindi ka nakapunta?ha? anyhoo,berkeley first then we all headed to michelle's place.. ang ganda ng place nila mitch kase walking distance lang sa school niya(she's studying at st.paul's college) and lapit ren sa mall..kasama niya pa ibang schoolmates niya dun..ang cool dba?so un, mga 530pm na nung nagswimming kame,haha shempre laughtrip na naman with kenny the penny...picture galore...gossiping...and may na-discover akong bagong chi cha,ung keebler soft batch,(ugh!tulo laway),i super love it!!haha,well hindi sha bago, para saken lang bago kase ngaun ko lang nadiscover,haha sorry ha hanggang chips ahoy lang ako eh...haha

so after magswimming sa rooftop we went back sa unit nila mitch,we met zerah and toyang,michelle's schoolmates..then mga 930pm lumabas na kame,still with mitch,we walk all the way to chiggy's,malate and had dinner..then umuwi na afterwards...medyo napagalitan nga ako ng mom ko kase alis daw ako ng alis,instead na magreview naglalakwatsa daw ako...eh i attend review classes naman everyday ah, then pag sinisipag nagbabasa rin ako every night..haha..defense mechanism...yah i do understand my mom naman pero i really can't understand the laziness that seems to be manipulating my whole body system....argh!!!discipline tiff!!discipline!!!

april 23,'06
i heard mass with my mom and tita dada sa divine mercy,mapayapa vill...then punta kame sa house nila tita dada,ate pasta and yummylicious cake coz i wasn't able to eat breakfast at home kase ma-lalate na kame sa mass...pos un,habang kumakain ako ng cake,as i rested my hands on the dining table biglang dumating ung isa ko pang tita with her husband,ayun,go go go na naman kame,we had lunch at bacolod chicken inasal in quezon city circle...grabe..super nabusog talaga ako...then we went back sa house ni tita dada,after a long long time,nun ko lang ulet nakita son niya,grabe he've changed a lot,actually ang cute niya na nga eh..haha..well...sana hindi lang in physical aspect ung changes,sana hindi na ren sha pasaway like before,tita dada is a single parent,and eversince nagkakilala sila ng mom ko sakit talaga ng ulo niya ung son niya.. well i hope he really has changed for the better...so un,then mga 530pm,my mom decided to go home para makapanood ng the buzz...haha..

april 28,'06
right now im hating someone,someone who's supposed to be the only person who can fully understand my flaws and insecurities,and treat me with utmost respect coz that's how i treat her and other people...the only thing that im asking for is respect, coz with respect everything else follows..i respect the feelings and totality of other people, even the people i barely know, coz that's exactly how i want to be treated... but things aren't going the way others expected it to be.. she's being so immature and selfish.. all she wants right now is to hurt me.. im getting tired of arguing and shouting back at her.. i want to keep distance...coz in that way nobody will get hurt..i hope god will help me get over this..over this feeling of hatred im feeling for my soeur...

whew!!!

2006-04-06T13:23:00.000-07:00

Praise God!!!

whew!!finally!!i graduated yesterday people!!!..i woke up at exactly 3am because the assembly time is 630 am & the program started at 800 am...it was both a feeling of relief & joy,coz finally after 4 years of undeniable hard work and a lot of sleepless nights,with no summer break,headbreaking exams,with all the cramming,case presentations,hospital rotations including grave yard shift duties,job well done for me!!but im also quite sad because I know a lot of people who wasn't able to complete the requirements and pass the major subjects, almost 300 students yata ung hindi grumaduate sa batch namin...so sad...actually when im contemplating on the past four years i spent at nursing school,parang hindi ako makapaniwalang nalagpasan ko lahat ng hirap and trials,wala pa kong nabagsak na kahit na anong subject,i really really feel so proud of myself ...eniweiz after grad,mga 1pm kase natapos, first stop,we went to tokyo tokyo harrisons plaza for lunch,then icebergs in harbour square to kill time coz dinner(with family and few friends) will be at 7pm pa. so mga 5 pm my tito arrived and we visited a place nearby kase marami nagsasabi ok daw ung food dun...it's in macapagal road,I forgot na the name of the whole place basta may mga stores sha,tapos may seafood market then may mga restaurant and a huge fish pond(I think)...seaside ata name ng place...pos un we decided to change the venue of the dinner, instead of dencio's in harbour square,dun na lang..after naming mag-order and magpareserve ng tables,inikot namin ung mall of asia kase malapit lang dun,super laki pala talaga..parang tapos na sha,pero hindi pa open.. then we went back to harbour square to wait for the guests kase dun ung alam nilang venue ng dinner...it was about 630 pm when we left the place to go to the seafood place...and wow,super nagulat ako nung nakita ko ung table na nakareserved for us,grabe punong puno talaga ng seafood-crabs,shrimps,cohol,seaweeds,baked tahong,etc,talagang name it,we have it in our table! kala ko kase parang enough lang ung inorder namen,but at that time I knew that it was really more than enough for us..ang dami talaga super!!!hehe..i wasn't able to take pictures na before we eat kase gutom na ko nun and mukhang gutom na ren ung iba...after dinner,mga 11 pm na ata we left the place then went back to harbour square..laki ren ng nagastos namin dun sa parking lot kase kahit few minutes ka pa lang sa loob,kahit nga may sisilipin ka lang,30 pesos na...so un, we stayed at retro bar sa taas ng dencio's…then mga 1230am umuwi na...grabe almost 24 hours ren pala kong gising that day!!hehe..pero okay lang kase nag-enjoy naman ako...congrats to me and to all the graduates of batch 2006!!!:)

few pix from april 5's event:

yipee!!!

2006-03-27T16:32:00.000-08:00

yehey!!!sure na kong gragraduate ako!!:) im so happy!!grabe,super kinabahan kaya ako,kala ko hindi ako gragraduate kase ang hirap ng compre & mejo mababa grades ko sa major subjects!!woohoo!!but thank God!hehe..but i also feel sad for those who weren't able to pass the comprehensive exam,and other major subjects as well.. 200+ students ung hindi gra2duate this semester..too bad..pero i do believe in the saying that " You reap what you sow" and this includes both the seeds of effort and the seeds of thought. siguro ung iba kinulang lang ng faith kay God & prayers, & siguro ung iba kinulang talaga ng effort..
anyhoo,nag-start na review classes ko..& aside from the board exam,im also preparing na for the qualifying exam in my school,w/c determines if a student is ready to take the board exam this june or not..pag hindi nakapasa dun,sa december na ko mag-tatake ng board..

congratulations to all the graduates!!!esp to my two lovely girlfriends,knet & lj...goodluck in your future endeavors!!mwah!!

2006-03-24T15:00:00.000-08:00

seminar- done
case pres-done
mock interview-done
finals-done
comprehensive exam-done & passed!!!:)
qualifying exam
completion of cases
evaluation

haaay

2006-03-02T21:00:00.000-08:00

three strikes

a day full of revelation and unexpected news...my two friends, kenelene & lovely, just admitted to us(their friends) that they're on their way to motherhood.. they're both pregnant.. si kenelene daw inaantay lang na umamin si lovely kase napansin niya na ata na preggy si lovely...haaaay,I was really taken aback by the announcement, they're both chubby so you can't really tell if their tummy is just normal in size or not.. plus the fact that we're seeing each other everyday,hindi mo talaga mapapansin... akala namen tumataba lang..napansin ko ung pagiging matakaw niya pero akala ko normal lang... si lovely 7 months pregnant...before pa niya sabihin samen mejo may nakakapansin na rin na taga ibang section,hindi lang namin pinapansin.. ung kay kenelene naman,3 months kaya hindi pa ganun ka obvious...grabe.. but it's a beautiful blessing from God so we're all happy for them.. it's just that it's a blessing accompanied with a great responsibility... I just hope that their parents would be very supportive coz that's what they really need at this time..woohoo!!!ninang na naman ako!!! :)

and the bad news is,benedict's(a friend) mom just passed away kaninang madaling araw.. heart attack.. tsk... sobrang nakakapanghina talaga..nakaka-sad... haayy... i guess we'll attend the wake na lang tomorrow after our review class...

haaay...sobrang quiet ng araw na 'to para samen..parang each of us took time to digest every news that we heard.. we all had moments alone.. parang up to now nga hindi pa ren nagsisink in saken ung mga news na natanggap ko this day... basta im praying na lang that God will guide them in every step that they'll take...

memory recall

2006-02-22T21:31:00.000-08:00

Memory recall
january 24
-the day of our much awaited seminar..about cervical cancer..haay,after several days of hard work and sleepless nights,hard work really does pay off..although it was a bit informal(cos that's how we want & conceptualize it),nakuha pa rin namin ung attention ng audience and the panel as well kase ang galing ng speaker namin..hehe..pretty pa so that's a plus factor..first time kong ma-meet ung speaker namin nun,her name is Hermie Maglaya M.D. DPOGS,upon knowing her name kala ko she's kinda old na but when i saw her,wow she's like in her late twenty's pa lang..super andami niya ng achievements at her very young age. we danced for the intermission number..haha..laughtrip.. tapos julie&katrina (w/ ace as the guitarist) had a song number.. anyhoo,everything turned out really well,the co speaker that we got(Kliene Hombre R.N.) was also really good. and based from the audience evaluation sheet, our topic was really interesting,the speaker was really good and the seminar per se was excellent and remarkable..tnx!yipee..

january 26
we went to katrina's house..dapat we'll start na on the documentation of our seminar, eh wala samen ung mga materials needed,so tambay na lng kame..watched 2 movies:kingkong & deuce bigalow... ang cute ng niece ni katrina,si angel!!haha!aliw!sayang lang cos she'll be leaving na for san diego..

february 2
freshaire day

february 8-11
midterms!!!!ugh!

february 13
sportsfest sa rizal stadium then malate afterwards...dance.drink.smoke.chill...had fun!:)

february 21
case presentation about intestinal obstruction.defense.

requirements before i graduate=2down,6 to go!!!!
seminar- done
case pres-done
mock interview
finals
comprehensive exam
qualifying exam
completion of cases
evaluation

*kamusta naman ang buhay graduating diba?buhay pa naman kame..hehe..baka pag-graduate ko kasing payat ko na si palito...*hihi

---duty ako tomorrow & on friday sa pnp crame..11-7am,graveyard shift..then sa saturday may review ako ng 8am...badly need rest..:)

2006-01-20T20:08:00.000-08:00

The results of your analysis say:
-You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
-You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
-You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
-You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
-You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

hmmmm...the last one's quite true...(sulat grade 1 ba?ehehe)

phone

2006-01-19T20:00:00.000-08:00

yehey!!my phone is back!it's like,my life is back!!woohoo!!yeah shallow as it may seem for others but not for someone like me whose life depends a lot on her phone..hehe..i value my two cellphones so much,it's like one can't live without the other..hehe..andrama!!happy lang ako,pero the sad thing is,nabura lahat ng files/phonebook/messages/video,etc...pero i cant do anything about it na,okay lang,atleast hindi naapektuhan ung memory card& PICTURES..haha..thanx kei!

anyhoo,malapit na ung seminar namen,sa january 24 na,it's about cervical cancer,im done with my task,tapos ko na ung mga handouts,invitation&evaluation sheet..napa-photocopy na ren lahat..we're almost done with the preparations & stuff..ung food na lang ung kulang..wish us luck!:)

im representing thailand!!hehe..ang finals kase namen sa asian civ. class ko is parang beauty pageant,pero included ung guys,each student will represent a certain country in asia..ang criteria is 10% will come from the presentation & costume tapos 90% kukunin dun sa kung ano ung mga masasabi mo about the country you represent..i don't know lang kung may question and answer pa...excited na ko!haha!laughtrip na naman yun for sure!:)

miss ko na bjouns!!!weeeh!!!:)