♣ Friday, April 28, 2006 ♣
april 22, '06
nagswimming kame sa condo ni mitch, sa dakota...im with kenny, glai, kei, nix & shin.. lj baket hindi ka nakapunta?ha? anyhoo,berkeley first then we all headed to michelle's place.. ang ganda ng place nila mitch kase walking distance lang sa school niya(she's studying at st.paul's college) and lapit ren sa mall..kasama niya pa ibang schoolmates niya dun..ang cool dba?so un, mga 530pm na nung nagswimming kame,haha shempre laughtrip na naman with kenny the penny...picture galore...gossiping...and may na-discover akong bagong chi cha,ung keebler soft batch,(ugh!tulo laway),i super love it!!haha,well hindi sha bago, para saken lang bago kase ngaun ko lang nadiscover,haha sorry ha hanggang chips ahoy lang ako eh...haha
so after magswimming sa rooftop we went back sa unit nila mitch,we met zerah and toyang,michelle's schoolmates..then mga 930pm lumabas na kame,still with mitch,we walk all the way to chiggy's,malate and had dinner..then umuwi na afterwards...medyo napagalitan nga ako ng mom ko kase alis daw ako ng alis,instead na magreview naglalakwatsa daw ako...eh i attend review classes naman everyday ah, then pag sinisipag nagbabasa rin ako every night..haha..defense mechanism...yah i do understand my mom naman pero i really can't understand the laziness that seems to be manipulating my whole body system....argh!!!discipline tiff!!discipline!!!
april 23,'06
i heard mass with my mom and tita dada sa divine mercy,mapayapa vill...then punta kame sa house nila tita dada,ate pasta and yummylicious cake coz i wasn't able to eat breakfast at home kase ma-lalate na kame sa mass...pos un,habang kumakain ako ng cake,as i rested my hands on the dining table biglang dumating ung isa ko pang tita with her husband,ayun,go go go na naman kame,we had lunch at bacolod chicken inasal in quezon city circle...grabe..super nabusog talaga ako...then we went back sa house ni tita dada,after a long long time,nun ko lang ulet nakita son niya,grabe he've changed a lot,actually ang cute niya na nga eh..haha..well...sana hindi lang in physical aspect ung changes,sana hindi na ren sha pasaway like before,tita dada is a single parent,and eversince nagkakilala sila ng mom ko sakit talaga ng ulo niya ung son niya.. well i hope he really has changed for the better...so un,then mga 530pm,my mom decided to go home para makapanood ng the buzz...haha..
april 28,'06
right now im hating someone,someone who's supposed to be the only person who can fully understand my flaws and insecurities,and treat me with utmost respect coz that's how i treat her and other people...the only thing that im asking for is respect, coz with respect everything else follows..i respect the feelings and totality of other people, even the people i barely know, coz that's exactly how i want to be treated... but things aren't going the way others expected it to be.. she's being so immature and selfish.. all she wants right now is to hurt me.. im getting tired of arguing and shouting back at her.. i want to keep distance...coz in that way nobody will get hurt..i hope god will help me get over this..over this feeling of hatred im feeling for my soeur...
