Life is wonderful

♣ Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ♣

tsk.tsk.tsk.

(location: near PRC morayta)

It breaks my heart.

conservative babe :)

4:25 PM

♣ Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ♣

It's a twin-thing!

Grrr.. I really hate it when people keeps on staring at us like they've seen a creature from outer space..aryt aryt!We're twins and not everybody in this world is born to have a twin but hello??? Pwede namang tumingin ka,then matuwa ng onti pos un na.. Not naman sana ung super katabi pa namen and stare to the max!!! Haay..ok ok,im not like this and super sanay na ko sa ganito,but what made me lose my temper ba? Earlier this evening kase sa LRT,ung katabi ni nica na guy,as in katabi nya ah,tinititigan kame.. Hindi man lang sha nahiya diba.. Ang awkward kaya nun kase super lapit ng face niya.. Nakakainis.. I can tolerate pa kung asa tapat namin sha,carry ko pa ung ganung tititigan kame and magbubulungan ng "uy kambal oh",Haay God knows sanay na ko sa ganun,dinedeadma ko na lang ung ganun, pero hello?? Ung like sa kanina na halos magkakadikit na mukha namen kase super magkakatabi nga kame sa lrt, nakakainis kaya...Ayun,tas tinignan ko sha sabay parinig ng, "the thing I hate the most".. Usually kase pag ganun, diba pag may nakatingin sayo pos pag tinignan mo mag-iiba na ng tingin,pero ung guy kanina grabe hindi talaga sha nahiya nakatingin pa ren sha.. haay.. I hate being mean pero parang nakakaloko kase ung ganun eh..

conservative babe :)

10:36 PM

♣ Friday, May 18, 2007 ♣

"Better Together"

There's no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard

No song I could sing

But I can try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things

Like a, shoebox of photographs

With sepiatone loving

Love is the answer,

At least for most of the questions in my heart

Like why are we here? and where do we go?

And how come we're so hard?

It's not always easy and

Sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]

MMM its always better when we're together

Look at the stars when we're together

Its always better when we're together

Yeah, its always better when we're together

And all of these moments

Just might find there way into my dreams tonight

But I know that theyll be gone

When the morning light sings

And brings new things

But tomorrow night you see

That theyll be gone too

Too many things I have to do

But if all of these dreams might find there way

Into my day to day scene

Ill be under the impression

I was somewhere in between

With only two

Just me and you

Not so many things we got to do

Or places we got to be

We'll Sit beneath the mango tree

Its always better when we're together

Somewhere in between together

Its always better when we're together

Yeah, its always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm

I believe in memories

They look so, so pretty when I sleep

Hey now, and when I wake up,

You look so pretty sleeping next to me

But there is no time,

And there is no song I could sing

And there is no, combination of words I could say

But I will still tell you one thing

We're Better together.

*roxstar,sorry ulet,and tnx for understanding :p*

conservative babe :)

9:22 AM

♣ Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ♣

Waahhh!! Im like super kilig kanina.. haha Feeling highschool! Pano ba naman kase hindi ko talaga ineexpect na makikita ko, makakasama ko, and makakausap ko si ultimate crush kanina.. haha Let's just call him "ultimate crush" kase mahirap na baka mabuking ako ng mga unwanted visitors dito haha..(hmm pero okei lang din kase tagal ko na rin namang crush un,ai pero hindi paren..haha labo) So why UC(ultimate crush)? Kase sha lang ung naging crush ko na guy(nagkk-crush din ako sa girly girls haha pero pure admiration lang) aside from my celebrity crushes.. As in sha lang talaga.. Pos un nga.. Saw him kanina.. Nung una ko shang nakita deadma lang kase I wasn't really in the mood for a lil chit chat.. Pos nung paalis na ako nakita ko na naman sha,then nagtry ako maghide sa umbrella ko pero ooopppsss... "tiffany!" he shouted.. Haha Ohmy! Wala na kong nagawa.. Lumapit sha then un na.. Talk talk.. Chit chat.. Sumama na sha samen.. Super nagtry ako na maging friendly na to him kase before suplada talaga ko sa crush ko(ayoko kaseng ma-obvious haha)..Aun, un na ata ung pinakamatagal na paguusap namen.. Kase kahit na ilang years ko shang nakasama before sa school, we never really had the chance to talk(as in kwentuhan blah blah) .. Or baka nasshy lang kame sa isat isa..(weh feeling!!! haha) So ano ba kase history namen nitong si UC? Haha Ai wag na lng,nagbago isip ko di ko na kkwento.. (huwat?!!) Mygosh nahigh na ata ako.. haha *deep breathing* Basta happy lang ako kase I didn't expect na makakausap ko pa pala ng matino ung taong yun.. Before kase parang puro tinginan lang nangyayari eh.. hahaha At least now comfortable na kong kausapin sha.. yun lang..Hindi ko na kkwento ung details.. Basta..I definitely want to keep him as a friend.. hehe enough na tiff exagge na reaction mo nagfifeeling teenager ka na naman!hahaha :p

conservative babe :)

11:12 PM

♣ Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ♣

Poorrroooooorrootttt!!!Fart away! Nyahahahahaha!!

One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.

Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand.

With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans. All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas.

Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly: "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight."

He then blind folded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table. I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang. He made me promise not to touch the blindfold until he returned and went to answer the call.

The baked beans I had consumed were still affecting me and the pressure was becoming most unbearable, so while my husband was out of the room I seized the opportunity, shifted my weight to one leg and let one go (Putt, Putt - loudnoise in DTS) . It was not only loud,but it smelled like a fertilizer truck running over a skunk in front of a pulp wood mill. I took my napkin from my lap and fanned the air around me vigorously.

Then, shifting to the other cheek, I ripped off three more. The stink was worse than cooked cabbage. Keeping my ears carefully tuned to the conversationin the other room, I went on like this for another few minutes.

The pleasure was indescribable. When eventually the telephone farewells signaled the end of my freedom, I quickly fanned the air a few more times with my napkin, placed it on my lap and folded my hands back on it feeling very relieved and pleased with myself.

My face must have been the picture of inocence when my husband returned,apologizing for taking so long. He asked me if I had peeked through the blindfold, and I assured him I had not.

At this point, he removed the blindfold,and twelve dinner guests seated around the table chorused: "Happy Birthday!"

I fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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conservative babe :)

9:03 PM

♣ Saturday, May 05, 2007 ♣

The Bus Passenger
By: Author Unknown

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity.Once a fiercely independent woman, Susan now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around her."How could this have happened to me?" she would plead,her heart knotted with anger.

But no matter how much she cried or ranted or prayed,she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of depression hung over Susan's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to was her husband Mark.

Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again. Mark's military background had trained him well to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of thecity.

At first, this comforted Susan and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however,Mark realized that this arrangement wasn't working -it was hectic, and costly. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself.But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was still so fragile, so angry. How would she react?

Just as Mark predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I'm blind!" she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I'm going? I feel like you're abandoning me."

Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her,for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it.And that is exactly what happened.

For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all,accompanied Susan to and from work each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her aseat. He made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus, or drop her briefcase.

Each morning they made the journey together, and Mark would take a cab back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Mark knew it was only a matter of time before Susan would be able to ride the bus on her own.He believed in her, in the Susan he used to know before she'd lost her sight, who wasn't afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.

Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best friend.

Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, his love. She said good-bye,and for the first time, they went their separate ways.Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus,the driver said, "Boy, I sure envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?

Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?" The driver responded, "It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you are."Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about,and asked again, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady."

Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky,for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight,a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there had been darkness..

conservative babe :)

6:25 PM