♣ Tuesday, June 13, 2006 ♣
balut
we were supposed to take the night away in a hotel last night,but lj couldn't make it coz she's saving up for something,while glaiza woke up really late na kase pinagluto daw sha ng mom nya the other night kaya napagod sha,and with that,kenny and i were left with absolutely no idea if we'd still gonna push through with the plans,since all of us didn't really get the chance to talk with each other the night before,so we just decided to move it on the 24th just to be sure that all of us can make it.
anyhoo,last night nung nagpa-gas kame,right timing kase may nagtitinda ng balut,eh since matagal na kameng hindi nakakakain nun,kaya un buy kame kagad ni nix,when we reached the balut vendor,i was really shocked coz meron shang cerebral palsy(It is a permanent physical condition that affects movement causing activity limitation ),well hindi naman first time kong makakita ng ganun kase daming ganun sa hospital pero i cant believe that a person with cerebral palsy can actually walk on his own in the dangerous streets of manila..he could still utter words kahit hindi mashadong clear,so un,inabot nya saken ung lalagyan so shempre gets ko na ako kukuha ng balut...nagulat lang talaga ko,my sister and i were really quiet lang hanggang sa inabot nya na ung change namen.. a lot of things started running on my mind,like san kaya sha uuwi?pano sha uuwi?pano sha nabubuhay?baket sha pinapabayaan magisa?and all that...but i didn't have the courage to ask him all those questions..super na-sad lang ako..coz obviously he's really having a hard time talking and moving around..my goodness,he's so inspiring..i hope God would always shelter him with his mighty hands para he's always safe and sound. .attached down here is a picture of a person with cerebral palsy..pero hindi sha ung balut vendor ha,obviously..
naguusap kame ng dad ko last night, pinapangaralan niya ko,i kept quiet the whole time coz everytime i get to have a heart to heart talk with him,more often than not i would always end up crying,that's why i opted to remain silent na lang..sa lahat ng sinabi niya that time,only one sentence was stuck on my mind,and will not probably leave my mind for a long time,and that's when he said that "he's near to his death"...perhaps it's a premonition or something?ugh..*knocked on wood 3x*..i couldn't help but cry coz he's actually the reason behind every sacrifice and hard work that we're doing right now..and lahat ng dreams and goals ko is actually for him.i,together with my sister and mom considers him as our inspiration to go on with our everyday life,make the most out of the very short time God has given us,and to persevere more for a better future...huhuhu...stop na,i might cry...
advance happy father's day to your dad's,my fellow bloghistas!
