Life is wonderful

♣ Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♣

Don't overuse your heart trying to look for the one you think you deserve.. Instead,you should save the best part of you for the person who deserves you, someone who came the time you didn't search.

I was tagged by agatha :p

so here it is:

Rules:
1. Write about how much addicted u are towards something.
2. Don't forget to include the percentage of 'addictedness' towards that thing.
3. All with one condition > the total of percentage must reach 100%
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but plz dont forget to explain the rulez and plz notify that person so that they know they had been tagged.

~Addicted to FOOD~(oha tinalo pa ang friends and family ko haha)
--40%--
~Addicted to my FRIENDS&FAM~(they are my angels!)
--10%--
~Addicted to LIFE~ (im so inlove with life!)
""Being happy doesn't mean that everything's perfect...it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.""
--50%--

=100%

everyone is tagged :p

*roxstar*

belated happy bday to my dear friend joanne! (april 28) and to b'joun april!(april29) love you both!

conservative babe :)

10:48 PM

♣ Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♣

"Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know."

Hinulaan ako ng cuz ko who has studied tarot reading..na-amazed ako super!haha ang great niya!She said things that really made sense,but I ought not to tell what she had said kase baka ma-jinx!haha I never really believe in such things, pero who knows diba? haha I wouldn't let it affect my life naman,if it happens,it happens.. Nagulat lang ako kase ang galing nung connection nung mga sinabi niya,plus the fact that she doesn't even know me well enough,hindi naman pwedeng imbentuhin niya lang ung mga sinasabi niya.. basta.. haha.. cool! :p

Na-experience mo na bang maipit between your two good friends? Like pag may sinasabi sayo ung isa that has something to do with your other good friend, pero you know you can't tell her/him kase ayaw mong maki-alam sa "whatever it is that they have" and ayaw mong ma-hurt sha.. hahaay..Then sometimes may nalalaman ka pang something na alam mong dapat malaman nung isa simply because she has every right to know about it,but you know for yourself na hindi mo pwedeng sabihin. why?dahil magkakagulo pag sinabi mo and baka madamay ka pa sa situation.. ang hirap swear.. Should i feel guilty?.. pffftt... Pero i'd like to believe pa rin that im being a good friend by doing the right thing.. keeping my 'effin mouth shut!..(*_*)

Oh btw, here's a little something to make you laugh:

Little Tony was in his uncle's wedding. As he came down the aisle during the ceremony, he carefully took two steps, then stopped and turned to the crowd. When facing the congregation he put his hands up like claws and roared loudly. So it went, step, step, turn, roar, step, step, turn, roar, all the way down the aisle.

As you can imagine, the congregation was near tears from laughing. By the time little Tony reached the altar, he was near tears,too. When later asked what he was doing, the boy sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear." :p

conservative babe :)

2:37 PM

♣ Friday, April 20, 2007 ♣

don't know what to do, don't know what to say.. haha

I've been fairly busy lately,ngaun lang ako nakapagstay dito sa house for like this long.. haay kakapagod pero enjoy naman.. Makukuha ko na nga pala license ko on monday,yiiiiiiiie excited na me!(haha jologs amp)... oh gaaa here I go again,andami ng nangyari,andami ko pwede sana i-share pero I don't know where to start..haha..halo halo na sa utak ko..geeez bat kaya ako ganito?lagi na lang,,sa sobrang dami ng naiisip ko,la ako makwento..ahaha..Like pag nakikipagkwentuhan ako,sometimes sa sorang dami ng naiisip ko na gusto kong i-share,i'd end up saying nothing at all..haha..crap.. :p

A Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her,while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffeeshop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I couldfeel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, everytime she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest,please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anythingI do for you. "Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

conservative babe :)

1:27 AM

♣ Sunday, April 15, 2007 ♣

Life is full of bittersweet moments! yeeeehaaaaa! :P

conservative babe :)

9:32 AM

♣ Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ♣

In life, there will be a point where you're going to choose the path...

My advice?
Choose the path where happiness is attainable, to where life is less complicated,and to where you have freedom to choose.

For life is all about love, success and happiness.

Choose the one that fulfills your positivity and outlook in life. Live freely. Be humble. And love at no limit... :)

Nakakatuwa pag may mga people from your childhood days/dugyot days na super hindi mo nakakausap before,talagang ni "hi hello" wala,as in nakakasalubong mo lang somewhere pero hanggang dun lang,you don't even know his name pero familiar ung face niya,,, then after a decade,bigla na lang papasok ulet sa life mo, and even seems to be interested of getting to know you better.. haha.. la lang.. Basta, there's this guy who gives me reason to smile every morning and every night before I drift off into slumber..Haay..Here i go again..Tapos eto na naman,pag feeling ko we're getting into a higher level of friendship na,pag mejo nagkaka-something na,bigla na naman akong iiwas..not entirely "iwas" naman..basta.. haha.. Ang weird ko noh?! Some people would ask me nga kung bakit single pa ren ako, after that "break up",coz it's been quite a while na ren.. And most of the time, ang sinasagot ko "dahil choice ko na maging single sa ngayon".. But then I realized, yeah perhaps it's my own choice pero, I think it's more of a problem within myself eh..Kase pag may "nagpaparamdam" naman saken,I am not afraid of being loved naman..Pero narealized ko, im afraid of loving pala.. Coz im afraid of getting hurt..yun.. yun na nga yun.. And with all the people who came in my life after that "break up".. A lot left a mark in my heart.. Pero hanggang dun lang.. Kase parang I find myself contented na sa ganung level,ung happy happy lang walang away..Kahit na alam kong the other person wanted a deeper relationship with me,parang lagi akong may sineset na barrier and limit..Sabi nga ni tol,hindi ko alam may mga nasasaktan na ko..haay.. I know naman eh, pero im not pushing away people,im just protecting myself from getting hurt..yeah yeah enough tiff.. I really don't know where this fear is coming from,pero i know na ma-oovercome ko rin 'to.. at the right time.. :p

this is sooo true!! try mo! :p
http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

You entered: ma tiffany loraine escala go
There are 24 letters in your name.
Those 24 letters total to 106
There are 11 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7
The characteristics of #7 are:
Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.
If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9
A Soul Urge number of 9 means: With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.
You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.
As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

conservative babe :)

9:25 AM

♣ Thursday, April 05, 2007 ♣

Wohoo! I can't believe it has been exactly one year since I graduated from college.. whew! Time does fly by so fast huh?! So one year na kong bum? hoho hindi naman.. Nagreview rin naman ako and nagtake ng board nung December, plus tumutulong rin ako sa fam business namen.. oha! Talagang jinustify ang pagiging "not-exactly-bum-after all" ahaha.. Nung asa nursing school pa ko I kept telling myself na pagkagraduate ko talaga magbabakasyon ako to the max, haha *toink!*nasobrahan naman ata.. haha Pero next week i'll start looking for work na talaga, promise ko yan sa sarili ko..(great!harhar) I don't want to be a bum anymore..I want to get a job and earn my own money na ren to be able to help sa gastos sa house.. I am interested in making myself totally independent & free! Kaya nga kanina, when we were doing all the religious activities for holy week, i was really asking for God's guidance.. Well everyday naman im asking for guidance pero this time, I need "super-to-the-max-as-in-mega-over-to-the-highest-level" guidance and wisdom sa paghahanap ko ng work..haha Kase honestly ayoko sana muna magwork sa hospital, gusto ko muna magtry ng ibang work,outside the hospital,it can be related or not related sa course ko,basta matry ko muna magwork.. So may mga kino-consider na rin ako na options like ung ino-offer saken na work as a school nurse, meron din sa call center as a health care associate, meron din nurse sa parang diagnostics sa mall.. haayy.. I really don't know..I just can't seem to make up my mind.. Plus the fact na gusto talaga ng parents ko and relatives abroad na magka-experience na kame sa hospital,para pag nagka-NCLEX na dito,maka-take na kame kagad and makapunta na sa states,haayy... ewan ko na.. Basta alam ko ayoko muna maghospital, i think im not ready yet for that kind of responsibility,(haha takot akong mawalan ng license!geezz ang loser ko haha). Pero hospitals provide training naman for new nurses.. err labo na.. basta.. I know God will guide me in every step that i take.. aja! aja!

conservative babe :)

11:05 AM

♣ Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♣

Agree or disagree??

1. "It is in love that we shall find the greatest pain but never was there any truth more ironic than the fact that in love, we shall also find healing..." -i sooo agree

2. "You wont fall out of love with someone... if you didn't fall in love with someody else..." -disagree

3. "Being a 3rd party doesn't always mean you'll ruin a relationship but you're also helping those people involved to realize that they are not meant for each other" -disagree

4. "Always smile in the morning... it makes people wonder what you did last night..." -agree

5. "Pride is tasteless, colorless and sizeless.... yet it is the hardest thing to swallow..." -agree

I'm so disappointed in myself, from -150(both eyes), im now -150(Right) -200(Left)... geezz...in a span of 4months ang laki ng tinaas nung sa left eye ko..bakit ganun?? siguro dahil sa madalas kong pagcocomputer ngaun and pagpupuyat.. tsk.. nung bata pa ko gustong gusto kong sinusuot ung eyeglasses ng mom ko,but now, hassle talaga ang mag contacts and mag eyeglass.. pfft..

Dami may birthday ngaung April, Happy birthday to Aileen a,April p,Sam,Chanel,April b,Joanne s,April g....be happy!ishmyl! :)

happy birthday annpot! (March 30) haha la lng.. gusto lang kita greet ulet para pareho kayo ni sweetie.. excited na ko makuha pasalubong and cd ko.. yiiiiiie! tnx!

conservative babe :)

1:35 PM

♣ Monday, April 02, 2007 ♣

The season of Lent is upon us once again. For the workaholics, it's a season of ultimate vacation and rest, for most religious people it's a season of fasting and sacrifice, for students it's a season of beach hopping.Well for me it's a season of reflection,soul searching and repentance. Right now pinipilit ako ng mom ko pumunta sa church and mag confess, every year nagcoconfess ako, pero this time, I don't really feel the need to do it, not because tinatamad ako,not because takot ako,pero as i grow older, im starting to respect the fact that each and every individual have their own belief and sense of faith, and so am i.. I will not try to justify my actions as to why i don't want to go to church and confess today, but i believe kase na hindi na kailangang dumaan pa sa priest ang paghingi ng tawad for all your sins, i have my own unexplainable relationship with God, ive got strong faith in him, and I believe that's all that matters..

I'd still go with my family sa mga upcoming religious activities, like bisita iglesia, station of the cross, etc.. Not because im forced to do so, but because i find great inner peace in doing it..

As part of my repentance,I would like to say sorry to two people, I know they won't get to read this,(haha and im sure of that).. But if given the chance and right time, i would let them read this..

1st: Sorry, alam kong nasaktan kita, but believe me, hindi ko ginustong saktan ka.. The day that you were expecting to see me, but I didn't come,I know for myself that I had to make a quick yet tough decision that I know can possibly change everything between us.. I don't know pero natakot talaga ko, fear of an unknown cause.. yeah I know it's bullshit.. Napakawalang kwentang reason.. Pero that's really how I felt that time.. haha Feeling ko kase may something na mangyayari nung araw na un, something that im not yet prepared of.. haayy..Pero I really wanted to be with you that night.. Now i know why some people call me weird..*poof* Ayun, im really really really sorry... Naging selfish ako kase hindi kita pinuntahan nung mga times na alam kong kinailangan mo ko.. From then on alam kong hindi na tayo ok, and I know I was at fault..Pano ko nagawang saktan ung taong gusto ko?...haay.. But still, I believe that things happen for a reason.. Again, im really really sorry, alam kong mali yun.. I didn't give chance to the "what could have been's" and "what if's" for both of us..*sighs*.. I would always be here for you..hawkey?! :p I promise..

2nd: Sorry, to a friend who is so dear to me.. At some point I felt like I betrayed your trust.. But believe me,I have no intentions of hurting you.. A lot of people, and even God knows how much ive tried to stay away from "that demonic temptation".. Pero bumigay ako..Halos si God lang ung tinatakbuhan ko nung mga times na un dahil alam kong sha lang ang makakatulong saken na itama ang mali..Im really really sorry..I love you so much..And even "that demonic temptation" knows that,kaya kahit gano katinding pressure ung binibigay nung mga tao around us and kahit gano niya kagustong magmake ng move for me, I never allowed "that demonic temptation" to ruin our relationship.. Kilala ko sarili ko and i know that im not capable and would never want to be capable of doing such evil act..I must say that ive overcome "that demonic temptation" already.. Iniiwasan ko na ang dapat iwasan..so far so good.. Mas masarap mabuhay ng walang nasasaktan na tao, mas madaling ngumiti at tumawa kapag alam mong tama ang ginagawa mo,minsan masarap isakripisyo ang sariling kaligayahan para sa kaligayahan ng mahal sa buhay..Hindi ko na papahabain pa 'to coz alam kong there's no point in justifying the actions that ive made kase mali talaga un.. But still, from the bottom of my heart,sorry friend... I love you so much..

(clue for person #1:someone from my bittersweet past! :p)
(clue for person #2: a college friend..wiiiiiiie!!:p)

"Those who cannot forgive others break the bridge over which they themselves must pass." - Confucius

"You've failed many times although you don't remember. You fell down the first time you tried to walk. You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim. Don't worry about failure. Worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try."

conservative babe :)

11:21 PM